Facebook did this... ?

Why we now less using blog?
It's because there is facebook, twitter and more appear after blogging.
I'm busy because of  facebook.
Keep updating facebook and almost forget of my lovely blog...
But whatever it is, I'll love my blog just as the blog love.

I'm gone with his love...
Disappear, Appear, Disappear, Appear and now disappear again.
I love him and I'll keep my love for him.
That mean I'll preseve my love.

I'll be waiting for you cause I trust you.
I Love You!

Thanks! bloggie!

It had been a month I didn't update my blog.
The day before tomorrow...
I'm so confused.
I need to find a place to give out my stress and tension but I almost forget the exist of my blog.
Bloggie... miss you very much!
Everyone around me don't like me, or I shall say they hate me.
This week, I went through many troublesome things and almost can't make up with it.
My parents keep advice me and it make me feel so annoying and irritating!
I knew what they want to teach me but don't they realize I'm not an ordinary child?
Well, other than that, someone that influenced my life had an accident.
I love him so much and I just can't losing him.
Conductor... I'm the conductor for my class and I did something wrong and now all of the friends in my class hat me and angry with me, they even want me to die!

That guy, sometimes I hate him.
I'm pulled out from love and gave up in love, maybe I shall wait until I'm graduated from Secondary School, I thought it in my deep heart core.
But he, interrupt my life and make me fall in love with him.
Now I've got more love Q! That is really confusing and I don't want to think about it!
But I... can stop thinking of him and I'll smile, whenever I think of him.

I wish to die! but I'm not dare to die. And I don't wanna die before I got my success.

My folio, finally passed up today.
I got a lot of worry and without my blog I've got nowhere to put out my emo.

p/s: I'm thinking death cause I thought if this little thing and mess, still I can't even go through, I'm not tough enough and I shall die first before I regret. I need psychology doctor and 'kaunseling' . My heart, my mind and everything of me are getting a mess and i'm mad-crazy! Anyway, ILY, ILJ Shi(L) J!

Thanks,

qarz^^

I fall in love with an anonymous!!!

Long time didn't update my blog...
I'm so crazy! I really join all the competition if or when I can and free.
This is so awesome!
Loving a guy that not exist in your life is pain.
I don't know why, how can I love him so much seems I never see his face.
He caught with the fact I admit.
Ya!!! I love nerd! I like no expressions de man, I like sa sa de guy.
He is amazing when I'm badly falling in love with him and I can't stop thinking of him!

p/s: Thinking if I can forget him, but we never start yet!
      Will I give up before we start? It's weird.

Dreamz 96 2010, is over too...

Love my soulmate...
Lonely... Tired... boring...
I'll put my effort in my studies, I told myself since 4years ago.
Did i realize that this is an impossible mission for me?
But now... I don't care, cause i know what i said always never happen.
I trust myself, i must do it!!!
Still got time...
Do it, baby!
Nothing to post...

Dreamz 96 that I'd dreamed and excited for times but it's over.
need to learn more songs' dance.
Dance like a dancing queen.
I know I'm the best performer when i perform.
When i really want to do.
You'll poke your eyes out of your face if i just do it.\

p/s: trust me, baby...!!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

Updated cause of love to my blog~

Long time no update my blog d...
The singing competition is over...
All the thing in my life going so fast...
Can I accept it?
Exam are over too.
I want to cry over the day and night cause I've got so many that I'm so stressful and I just can't figure it out.
Quarreling with guy that I need.
Don't think much, the guy is my papa.
I want to share all my things and hopes with everyone cause I just can't take it on my own.
I want to tell the whole world when I'm in love.
When things gone better.
Trying so hard to maintain my secret in my life.
Kiss me, dear.
Hold me, baby.
Love me for always I know.

Thanks,

qarz^^

Prom Night is over! Wake up!

The prom night is over!!! happy but dissapointing looks of me.
Baby, do you love me?
i'm so boring now.

I'm preparing the song for the singing competition.
It's stressful but I'm so looking forward.
We love nature!!!
Will we maintain the love to our nature till the last day?
So keep your everything cause life is not long anymore.

The best in the prom night is my stilettos.
It is so beautiful but I thought it's tall.
about 4inch...10cm!!!

p/s: nothing to post... just want to update my blog.

Thanks,

qarz^^

I'm terrible!!!

I've got a dress to the prom night but all of my families and friends think that it's better if I wear my own dress.
So what should I do?
Fine. Now is another problem.
I'm in love with another guy.
Know that this love is impossible but still I love him.
How?
How about my love maybe I can call him as my ex.....
I told him I love him and I thought this will long lasting but within a day I'm crazy crushing with another guy.
It's really impossible to be with him or to love him.
He's not that easy, maybe...
But this kinda feeling appear, maybe is because my characteristic.
I love challenging new thing.
I want to challenge as it is more impossible that relationship between us.
I'm afraid but I can't get his face out of my eyes, my mind and my heart.
He is right there but will he love a girl that is blah blah blah than himself?
It's a serious problem as I can't sleep.
I wanna fight for him and I know how to make a guy fall in love with myself.
I must admit that I'm intelligent in love.
But if I do that I'm too selfish.
I really realize myself.
What I really want will be reality if I do want it.
I'm extremely want him now.

p/s: Need you now by Lady Antebellum. This is what I'm feeling right now. Can't get it why I will fall in love with a guy within one day with his smile. He killed me!!!
I'm crazy kinda crush on him!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^