nothing at all!!!

what the hell is going here?
suppose to be a normal and boring day=.=
but now?
what's happening here? why my day is going to be more terrible?
what i want to do, it's just getting worst!
i want to post about my day last weekend!
but what is going now?
hate it! hate it! hate it!
everything in the world i hate it!
life means nothing but just silly and take my mind going to death!
what is worth to being living in this world?
i just wanna living in dreams cause i dun want to be in reality and that's because it worth nothing for me!
hate the life! meaningless!!!
just wanna be in heaven!
when will i dead!
i'm just waiting for death! no person can change mind except as they start realize me!
no one ever know me!

p/s: life need work and that's feel bored! life make us hate it! agree?

Thanks,
qarz^^

need more days...

haiz~
dun really understand why i cant get win-win in this 2 competition!
but nvm cuz i'm ready to receipt this truth!
well, still i'm looking forward to my mp walk with dana, jun hong, tahizai(tth) &...blah blah blah
before that, i go payfong2 to get some money for my upsr results
haha......
besides, i get no.4 in class and no.21 in form1!!!
got 345 pupils u noe?
happy...

p/s: need more days because i need times to recover my feeling and emotions, still, i'd like to wish u all happy always!!!

Thanks,
qarz^^

a bit sad......

sad~my singing competition already lose.
but nvm cause i still have a volleyball competition.
Curious? why i hvn go to the competition?
because yesterday rain heavily and the judges cancelled that competition.
so, that's why!

p/s:need days to calm down that feeling......

十二星座男人绝对不能说的一句话

白羊座言语禁忌：
再也不想见到你了羊儿生性乐观活泼，待人接物也亲和力十足，平素与友人亲密，即使受了委屈，不慎遇了小人，绝交的话也从不出口。所以当他嘴里说出“再也不想见到你”，再配以羊儿与生俱来的火力十足的语调，简直可以立刻剥夺掉一个女孩对世界美好事物的全部希望，因此请白羊座的男人嘴下留情，有时候做错一件事情可以弥补，有时候说错一句话却要悔恨终生。

金牛座言语禁忌：
我厌倦你了牛牛总是给人稳健踏实有责任感的印象，于是当一个女孩将感情交给金牛座男人，无论爱有多深，都是夹杂着一种对归属的期待。然而，当牛牛说出“我厌倦你了”这句话，女孩就很容易掉进期望值与失望值成正比的怪圈，她以前所坚信的不会改变的感情居然亲手抽了自己一耳光，相信轻则通彻心肺，重则对爱情绝望，所以金牛座男人就算抱着一种行善的态度，也要在分手的时候稍微谨言慎行，毕竟，牛牛也不希望曾经的爱人最后都遁入空门。

双子座言语禁忌：
你别缠着我爱情的开始，相信都是双子座男人拼命的缠着一位美丽女孩，要么百般询问，要么玩命放电，总之，双子不择一切在法律范围内的手段纠缠着她，直到这位女孩实在无法抵御地毯式的轰炸，缴械投降，坠入情网。如此的相遇，实在不应该由双子座男人耍帅兼无赖的一句“你别缠着我”结束，即使说，这个权力也应该留给女孩。缠了一个恋爱周期，最后给双子座男人一个表现风度的机会，就是让女孩狠狠的对自己说“你别缠着我”。

巨蟹座言语禁忌：
我们分手吧巨蟹座冷静，温柔，不轻易开始一段关系，开始了便不会轻易放弃。所以，巨蟹座的分手不会是一时冲动，而是深思熟虑后做出的决定，当巨蟹座男人平淡的，没有任何表情的对女孩宣布“我们分手吧”，这份平静绝不会让女孩如释重负，而有一种被宣判的感觉。女孩知道巨蟹座男人就此不会再回心转意，回首看到他的神情，恨的是这句话，这份从容与淡定。

狮子座言语禁忌：
其实你配不上我狮子座说话总是掷地有声，像是宣布一条条真理，听久了，旁人会不由自主的去信服，然后接受成为一种强烈的心理暗示，所以当狮子说出“其实你配不上我”这句话，爱了许久的她，来不及愤怒，来不及委屈，就糊里糊涂的认定了这是铁打的事实。之后的日子，可想而知，一个人可以承担感情的失败，却无法接受等级的落差，估计女孩要在很长一段时间里生活在强烈的自卑感中。因此，请狮子座男人在爱情的最后一刻当一次英雄，英雄是不会说出这样睚眦必报的话的。

处女座言语禁忌：
看上你我瞎了眼如果问处女座会不会轻易看上一个人，答案肯定是否定的，对于任何事物都摆放着挑剔精神的处女座是绝对不可能放过一个不完美细节，而采取凑合态度，敷衍了事。所以被处女座看上是一件光荣并可以持久留恋的事情，然而当有一天处女座男人义正严辞的跟你说“看上你我瞎了眼”，似乎一切的光环都在一瞬间消失，原来只是一个美丽的误会。其实这种怨气冲天的话还是留给女孩子比较好，毕竟一个大男人说出这样的话，挺恶心的。

天秤座言语禁忌：
都是你的错天秤座男人因为梦想的缘故，总是成熟得比较晚，然而无论怎样的大器晚成也不应该将恋情失败的责任全部推给女孩子承担。当天秤座男人青少年般的说“都是你的错”时，稚嫩的眼神，迷惘的神情，受尽委屈的嘴脸很容易让一个涉世未深的女孩从此远离男人。因为她完全丧失了对于爱情的信任感，也不会再相信相濡以沫，同舟共济之类的词语了，有感杀伤力如此强烈，天秤座男人还是收起你们忧郁的眼神，别说这句话。

天蝎座言语禁忌：
我永远恨你蝎子的内心本来就堆积着重重怨恨，即使你侬我侬，说着甜言蜜语时都会有愁怨的情绪流露，更不要说分手之时，随意的一瞥都可以让六月飞雪，然而蝎子总是觉得还不过瘾，总是要寻找些更加伤人，更加有宣泄功能的话语来活跃分手气氛，比如“我永远恨你”。此话一出，配以苦大仇深的姿势，和声泪俱下的腔调，女孩的承受力估计要全线崩塌。其实，哭哭啼啼的说，多难看，既然已经说不成“我永远爱你”了，就干脆什么都别说了。

射手座言语禁忌：
我和你只是玩玩射手本来就给人一种玩世不恭的印象，可谓有些臭名昭著，所以射手座男人的当务之急是拼尽全力挽回自身形象，即使不是忠贞不渝型的，至少也要有一个对感情基本认真的态度。当一段感情结束，虽然伤心，但对方总是认为射手座也是对感情有始有终，可这时，射手跑出来突然冒出一句“我和你只是玩玩”，简直打碎了女孩心中最后一点美好的希冀，只会暗自告知自己的姐妹，以后千万不要再跟射手座男人来往。
魔羯座言语禁忌：
我不会负责任的魔羯座几乎是一个负责狂人，有责任就上，见困难绝对不让，无论该不该他管，该他管多少，他的作风都是一管到底，决不迟疑。然而如此的新好男人也有杀手锏，那就是斩钉截铁的说一句“我不会负责任的”，没有什么幽默感的本性加上魔羯座人群中反革命性质的言论，足以让身经百战的女人目瞪口呆。其实，这虽然可以让魔羯座男人一举成名，这样的言论还是能免则免，毕竟树立起一个好形象不容易，没什么事还是不要轻易毁了。

水瓶座言语禁忌：
我不爱你了瓶子的神经系统经常会出差错，可是这样的一句“我不爱你了”最好还是留给女人来说，男人说这五个字太残忍，本来就有些轻浮的瓶子说出来更是惨不忍睹。如此之事做出，岂不是太没风度，虽然瓶子总拿艺术家标榜自己，可是在没有变成艺术家前，最好还是克制一下自己的艺术家脾气。而且，瓶子自身没有什么暴力倾向，可女人却有，愤怒的女人会毫不留情的给他一巴掌。所以，为人为己，瓶子还是应该礼让一下，把这五个字让给女人来说。

双鱼座言语禁忌：
你忘记我吧双鱼座男人想象力丰富，文学色彩不免比较重，可是“你忘记我吧”这种过分夸张的浪漫主义语句最好还是留给女人，男人抢着说，只会有些沾沾自喜得令人讨厌，并且使女人迅速的产生逆反情绪，爱的余韵也灰飞烟灭。与其产生这种后果，还不如不说，何必和女人抢夺剩下的尊严，是男人就应该大方的拱手想让，如果还想给对方一个好印象。双鱼座男人婉约了一辈子，该是豪迈一点的时候了。

Love it! 'Race to Witch Mountain'(must watch!!!)

yesterday, my sister came back then we decided to watch movie, so we chosen 'Race to Witch Mountain'.
This movie is damn nice!!!
before we went to watched that movie, we went for our dinner.
Then, we met my sister's friend(actually i noe that guy too)
Oh god!!!
what a nice movie!!!
I love AnnaSophia Robb!!!
Besides, that guy in the movie(as Anna's partner in the movie) is handsome too.
their super power is incredible!!!
Must watch this movie o~

p/s: actually i hate that dinner, so just forget it!!! and for the movie, we chose it cause we're Anna's fans!!!

Wednesday till Today(I never stop missing you, cause i can't)

haiz~~~
normally i'll go out with my friends today to MP but i can't.
I got volleyball practice and i need to stay with my mom.
well, forget it!
still, i miss XX.
he leave me back far, sad, but how?
he won't be back right?
asking myself again and again.
but nothing left......
what is he doing?
no response?
no feeling?
why can he so cold ignore all the words from me?
ignore me, don't want to know anything from me anymore?
please!!!
i can't live without you! You're everything for me!
please answer me my average love!
don't hide from question!
look at me and tell me your answer! i'm still waiting!!!
it's hard to wait you anymore!
just want to know your answer!
your answer is my future!
It's meaningful to me!
I don't care what you say, i just want it! your answer!

p/s: i think u are my last love, i taught i won't be in love again cause i already gave you my heart i won't miss anyone, but u, except you, no one can fill my heart cause u already filled my heart100%ly, u know who you are, and please finish my last wish from you.

Thanks,
qarz^^

Happy White Valentine Day!!!

First, wish you all Happy White Valentine Day!!!
yeah!!! I'd chosen to join a volleyball competition, actually I'm pemain ganti. haha...
haiz...so tired...
next week i got malay singing competition and volleyball competition.
but nvm cause i'm happy!!!
nothing to write rd.

p/s:a bit sad because i look like a boy if u look at my backside but a bit happy cause u did read my blog.

Thanks,
qarz^^