love problem again?! n weak problem?!

someone had asked me to quit the st john competition cause there's too many problem within us.
She's right. I'd think about this before but something in my mind, in my brain ask me not to quit it.
Really headache about this problem and i'd decided to call my teammate and our school st john ambulance chairman.
What I fear now is their reaction especially tong seng's.
What should I do now?
Someone please help me to figure out the answer.

Very curious, why? whenever I feel I need to give up him but he give me hopes again.
Why this feeling keep overcome me? I just can't stop this feeling. I'm too tiny, weak, but I do admit it, I love him.

p/s: words for myself: let's make your decision as soon as possible! no more furious!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

Need to rest more and calm down

i watched 'Under the Mountain' yesterday night with my lovely mother.
It's not bad! I wondered why this movie isn't very popular and I figured it out last night.
Because this movie is produced by New Zealand.
It's means something if you watch silencely. (know what i mean right? my english not good =.=)
Other than that, there's some changes in my team (st john competition team)
Well, wish this changes will give good results and is better than before.

p/s: It will be over, after a week, after 28th March 2010. Need to rest more...

Thanks,

qarz^^

Bye exam! this week exam is finished!

finally, i finish my exam!!!
Although my results are really bad, but I still enjoy my life.
I'm feeling extremely fresh, waiting for bless from god... thinking maybe someday i'll get what i want...
refreshing my blog with this post, can i?
well, whatever is it, i know a movie and i'm gonna recommended for you guys that is:

Alice in Wonderland

Actually i haven't watch yet but my mummy said we're going to cinema for this movie next Sunday!!!
happy deals!!!!

p/s: Don't forget pal, u still have st. john competition.

Thanks,

qarz^^

We did it in 5 days!

yes!!! we won the second prize in choral speaking competition Thursday, yesterday.
next week got test, then is the st john competition.
well, really need to calm myself down today cause i've wait so long to on9. maybe a month i never on9 till now.
gotta off9. by the way, do you guys feel boring this weekend to study?
tomorrow will post more.

p/s: we pratised for 5 days to won this competition, so happy. others used maybe a month to prepare, soo happy. Second means first (politic matter)

It's me, again!

I thought the most busy time of my life are finished but it's not cause I'm in a choral competition!
Still remember the St. John Ambulance competition? Well, this 2 go in a month, this month will be! (I mean March)
The choral competition will be held on next Thursday, 3days more cause we need to performs it at Wednesday.
I feel so sick of myself for like to make myself busy, busier! My body are not feeling well, I've got a sick, maybe a fever and I still want to go yoga afterwards. I fear that I will faint when I'm doing yoga. I'm extremely tired and I can fell a sleep at 9pm, not 9pm is whenever I'd bath, look at my bed and sleep.

p/s: too long no post so I posted this. So sick of myself.

Thanks,

qarz^^

It's Chinese New Year! and Valentine's day~

It's boring... almost a month I didn't online.
I'm caught in the most busy time of my life (maybe)
prepare for the competition, performance and Chinese New Year.
the performance is done but the competition will be held on 28th March of 2010, but the important is Chinese New Year's celebration. I'm busy and tired. I never sleep at 10pm in celebration week but this is my first time, yesterday I did.
My families surprise for my action.
They thought I'm sick.
i'm really fainted.
Didn't even touch my songs book although I've got 'feelings'.
I'm going to visit my friends house to get some angpau pockets. Wonder how much they'll give me~
Well, other than that, will you go out with your lover in this 14th of February? It's a bit harder right cause this two important day smash or match each other in this day, tomorrow!

p/s: At last, wish you guys a happy Chines New Year and Valentine's day!!!
Roarr!!! Muack!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

No post in 2 weeks till now, a short post.

Days... really can't estimate what will happens next... I'd miss him for days and finally he talk to me. I know I'm kinda funny, but love means much for me.
I just write a song for my action and my feeling. It's 'Naive'.
My busy life won't stop until I die. I knew it, according to my characteristic.
I'll move more forward for my dreams.

'You make me crazier, crazier, crazier'-Taylor Swift.

p/s: Days make me crazier!