Dreamz 96 2010, is over too...

Love my soulmate...
Lonely... Tired... boring...
I'll put my effort in my studies, I told myself since 4years ago.
Did i realize that this is an impossible mission for me?
But now... I don't care, cause i know what i said always never happen.
I trust myself, i must do it!!!
Still got time...
Do it, baby!
Nothing to post...

Dreamz 96 that I'd dreamed and excited for times but it's over.
need to learn more songs' dance.
Dance like a dancing queen.
I know I'm the best performer when i perform.
When i really want to do.
You'll poke your eyes out of your face if i just do it.\

p/s: trust me, baby...!!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

Updated cause of love to my blog~

Long time no update my blog d...
The singing competition is over...
All the thing in my life going so fast...
Can I accept it?
Exam are over too.
I want to cry over the day and night cause I've got so many that I'm so stressful and I just can't figure it out.
Quarreling with guy that I need.
Don't think much, the guy is my papa.
I want to share all my things and hopes with everyone cause I just can't take it on my own.
I want to tell the whole world when I'm in love.
When things gone better.
Trying so hard to maintain my secret in my life.
Kiss me, dear.
Hold me, baby.
Love me for always I know.

Thanks,

qarz^^

Prom Night is over! Wake up!

The prom night is over!!! happy but dissapointing looks of me.
Baby, do you love me?
i'm so boring now.

I'm preparing the song for the singing competition.
It's stressful but I'm so looking forward.
We love nature!!!
Will we maintain the love to our nature till the last day?
So keep your everything cause life is not long anymore.

The best in the prom night is my stilettos.
It is so beautiful but I thought it's tall.
about 4inch...10cm!!!

p/s: nothing to post... just want to update my blog.

Thanks,

qarz^^

I'm terrible!!!

I've got a dress to the prom night but all of my families and friends think that it's better if I wear my own dress.
So what should I do?
Fine. Now is another problem.
I'm in love with another guy.
Know that this love is impossible but still I love him.
How?
How about my love maybe I can call him as my ex.....
I told him I love him and I thought this will long lasting but within a day I'm crazy crushing with another guy.
It's really impossible to be with him or to love him.
He's not that easy, maybe...
But this kinda feeling appear, maybe is because my characteristic.
I love challenging new thing.
I want to challenge as it is more impossible that relationship between us.
I'm afraid but I can't get his face out of my eyes, my mind and my heart.
He is right there but will he love a girl that is blah blah blah than himself?
It's a serious problem as I can't sleep.
I wanna fight for him and I know how to make a guy fall in love with myself.
I must admit that I'm intelligent in love.
But if I do that I'm too selfish.
I really realize myself.
What I really want will be reality if I do want it.
I'm extremely want him now.

p/s: Need you now by Lady Antebellum. This is what I'm feeling right now. Can't get it why I will fall in love with a guy within one day with his smile. He killed me!!!
I'm crazy kinda crush on him!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

When I look at you, I see everything.

Yeah~ when my world falling apart

when there is no light to that can break up the dark 

that's when I I I look at you

When the waves 

are flooding the shore and I can't 

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

This song is Miley Cyrus's and it's very beautiful

It is When I look at you

I love it very much!

Actually i got nothing to post but I decided to update my blog seen I'm so boring.

Today is the day!

The campfire night!

I've been waiting so long and finally comes.

p/s: Trying to forget everything but I can't cause this is my history that is needed to be remembered.

Thanks,

qarz^^

Yeah!!!

My old post mention my busy life and i forgot that i got an activity run by our school English Language Society(ELS).
It's a PROM NIGHT!!!
I will attend this dinner cause i thought it will be fun!
Actually this prom night only let form 3 and above students attend but I'm one of the committees so i can go.
I love to play and by Saturday I'm going to my school scout campfire.
It will be extremely fun!!!
I'm gonna enjoy it.
By the way, I haven't do my homework (art folio and blah blah blah...)
All is needed to pass up next week.
what should I do?
haiz...
Someone tells me he loves me but it's frighten me and i don't know what should i do.
He never tells me face to face but His friends told me.
I don't like him really i don't.
I'd already fall in love to a guy and i told him.
he don't trust me but never mind.
cause i'm sure he loves me too.

p/s: no love matter now, don't think about it baby. get bless from god.

Thanks,

qarz^^

it's busy again~

life is busy.
i thought busy life will ends but i've join 2 more competition 1 more program.
singing competition and kollam compeItition, after that will be lalu lintas and the last is our school sports day.
The sports day, maybe i will be chosen as an athlete for my house.
I'm not sure yet but i know i will be busy.
i'm funny right?
i never fully rest since my school re-open.
every week, every day i'm at school included holidays and some weekends.
so busy is a sweet thing and a fun thing.
love to sing and i decided, 我爱他.
love this song but actually i never think to choose this song.
my first choice is black skirt(chinese translate)
and the second choice is heart wall(chinese translate)
this song 我爱他 is recommended by my friends, they say i'm suit and my voice will sing this song well, so i chose it.
All of my friends except those who choose this song for me, they all surprise and they thought i can't sing this song cause the key is too tall.
but i can and i will sing this song.
After that, there's 2 more singing competition which is: english language singing competition and malay language singing competition. I thought i will join all of the singing competition seems if i love sing.

p/s: do your best in everything you want!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^