A trip to go~

其实这是我第一次用华语些blog...
没什么特别只是想告诉大家我的假期生活

星期日下午，我们（一家人except哥哥〕 去怡保（my grandparents are Ipoh)
到了怡保才发现我的表弟表妹也有来。。。
I'd like to skip all this nonsense

Well, we go Taiping and Penang on the third day
we didn't mean to go Penang but we hope to be there
go Taiping zoo with my speechless cousin(girl1) and my craziest cousin(boy1)
the 1st day with us really speechless, they don't even answer you even you ask them something.
Oh!
I proud of their speechless kungfu haha
they can never speak in a whole day even though you ask them 10 times++
They just nodded their head to answer you... They really expert then萧敬腾 (省话一哥)
but they gain noisier in the 2nd and 3rd and the last day in Ipoh
Zoo Taiping, Taiping lake... we did take some photos there and I'd share them maybe tomorrow or Saturday.

after visiting Taiping, the time was just 1.30pm
so we decided to go Penang seems it's nearby
At Penang we visited an old friend of my grandpa
They didn't met already 2years and my grandpa, he didn't visit his old friend for 7 years
His age make me impressed of him that he is 72 years old still he can make homemade mooncake!

The mooncake really delicious!!! then we tried the famous Penang cendol, well I really full =.=

I never get hungry in this trip, I ate more in this trip compared with my basic life
Never hungry!!! Sleeping also full!!!

Thanks,
qarz^^

A suit to go

I always ask myself not to cry whatever things happen
Every time I'm awaken I'm so alone
But I still keep my promise to you
you said you'll be back and stay with me forever
oh~just take a year

The first and second passed and now's the third year
I'm wondering where's your promise keep
I saw you on the TV and there's news about you
You date a star that act in a drama I love to watch
I don't wanna face this truth
It's just a misunderstanding I won't believe it

Your picture on the newspaper I cut it down
cause I miss you too much
I'd collect all your things to pass my day
I still pretend to be tough
There's nothing happens between us

I call you every night but you missed it everytime
I know what going on but I just don't want to admit it
I'm too stubborn that I can't get out of this character
oh~I act
You taught me before you still remember? yeah
Do you still remember your promise to me:
I'd teach you to swim, baby
baby~

I fainted everytime your sound heard
You kissed her and there's photo shown
We use to be together forever but
I don't even have any pictures of yours
Don't have a swim technic
Mm......swim to you
oh~I got a suit to go
a suit to go

Ferrari car yours and Chevy truck is mine
your life now is really great and different with me
not to work like the ants
and not to face this ordinary girl again
oh ooh

Diving inside the sea
I wear a suit dance inside the water
Sand in my eyes but I don't fear
I can pass my life without you
Can pass my day with your gossips on news
I'm not afraid of you seems I can
walk near to the center of the sea
nothing will hang me to happiness
I got a I got a
oh~ suit to go

no bikini just a suit to go yeah~

Thanks,
qarz^^

diary=song

since june, dana comes to my school to play badminton, this clearly means: our frenship never ends!
well, this all are nonsense!
I got nothing to post except of posting songs, but someone complain about this.
xx said that why i posted this thing? xx said this are not match with my age. xx said i should post other thing but not songs... but the problem is what should i post other than that?
this is wat i like to share with my friends!!!
cuz i'd mention that my diary is my songs
my diary is wat i want to share with u guys
those songs are my diary that i want to share with u guys
i need to release my tension with my own way!
so xx, if u see this post, u'll noe

Thanks,
qarz^^

我不想承认, 为什么写得太准确?

水瓶


几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。


没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。


水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。


更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。


在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。


这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。


算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。


这 种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了， 然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见 到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。


自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。


只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。


人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。


因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。


星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生,这样的瓶子,让人心疼,要懂得放过自己啊.

haha...true or false?(plz comment)

　　水瓶座懒鬼恋人

　　懒惰指数：★★★★★

　　浑然天成的懒散性格。

　　懒惰模式：

水瓶座的人有着天生懒惰的血液，只要事情不急迫，他一定会用最慢的速度来做。尤其在你最忙碌时，他们却还是老神在在，最好培养一下你的好脾气以免生气吧！

　　治懒妙招：如果你要敦促他做一件事，可能你说上一年都已经疲累不堪了，他却还是没有把事情做到，所以建议你还是直接放弃，让他过他自己喜欢的生活步调吧！

　　治懒克星：金牛座的温吞念叨。

dream will come true^^

Nothing to say but i feel my dream will come true soon
I'm trying and i keep tough for my dream
my dream ain't millionaire or billionaire but just doing what i like and want
my dream is: simple, something that make my smile keep on forever

Thanks,
qarz^^

Why? I write songs!?

I write songs cause songs just like my diary,
my diary is song
Don't wonder why again and please comment my song

Thanks,
qarz^^