Love this song: Leona Lewis-Happy!!!

I'd a song recommended for you guys!

It's Leona Lewis-Happy.
This song is very emo, but it's lyrics really meaningful.
I watched this video and it's talked about a girl(Leona Lewis) met a boy in a village. The boy treat her well and she fall in love with him. But the boy need to marry another girl because the girl is his fiancee. Leona Lewis are invited to attempt their wedding. Of course, if you see your love marry to another girl but not you. How you feel?
of course sad!!!
So this song can heal your pain. Don't care what they say and just keep going, the you'll feel happy.

lyrics:

Someone once told me that I need to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So many terms that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

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This song is really hard to sing in the second chorus part (happy)
Hope you guys enjoy this song!

posted by,
qarz^^

Death...the best choice I chose.

I don't know what to do, I'm just a ordinary person, can I change anything?
I got a drama practice today, I do remember this thing.
But, a happy Monday morning had destroyed maybe by me maybe by him.
I thought it's me.
What use am I to this world? What can I do for this world?
I'm too tiny, too small.
Why am I born? Why I haven't die?
I'm so useless that I can't change anything and I always make things worst.
I feel that I'm different or maybe will be famous in my life, I thought that I can success. I mean I just can do it!!!
In fact, this is fake.
I haven't even call my friends about my absent today for this drama practice.
Still, I'm posting here.
I need to call them but I don't have their phone no.
I'm worst that I can't even settled this very simple thing.
I should die earlier.
I'm so bad.
This is not the 1st time I wish to die.
Dying, I hoping this more than ten times!!!
I'm not brave enough to kill myself.
Maybe I won't die just because there's still other dreams of mine.
Maybe, I can just let go.
Let me die.
Make this happen and I won't have any words again.
I'm speechless.
and before I die and go to the hell, I want and I need to say:'I'm happy that I'm dead.'
It's a lovely and touchful words, make me die without regrets.

>.< funny post!!!

Yesterday, I went back to my primary school, the place I fall in love with a guy deeply and the place i knew my friends, i study for six years.
Although already over and yesterday's celebrations not for us but for those standard 6 students, but i still like to back to there.
How can I forget this place?
It's a place where I pass my childhood.
After that, I, Dana Chui Wen and Hew Ming walked to DP(Dataran Pahlawan) and the other friends go back or go to Yok Bin for a badminton game.
We're really boring then we decided to watch movie 'The Box'.
Dana felt very cold when we're watching the movie. She didn't even pay attention when the movie's on.
After that we shopped and I walked back to my primary school with Chui Wen.
Later on, I walked back to Yok Bin.
I'm really surprised that I'd used 25minutes to finish this long journey.
Then, I got some badminton game with my friends and I'm back to post this.

p/s: Haha...wat a funny post>.<

Thanks,
qarz^^

Last day...

Today is the last day for year2009 wearing formal school uniform and study in school.
Actually, we didn't study, in fact, we just playing all day.
The bad thing is that we're warned not to play any cards including poker card, Uno card...any cards!
Oh~ How boring?
In case, we just play Chinese chess=.="
Actually, it's really bored cause when you met player that use too much time to think, then you'll get it!
But, I found out that I'm the one who is slow'=_="
T.T
haha...
Nothing else to say but I'm really happy and tired for today school time!!!

p/s: My Chinese chess' s skill getting better after today's recess, feel like I'm as proud as a peacock!!!
haha...perasan~

I don't need any spoon-feed education!!!

I'd been talked to my mom yesterday and I realized something important about my country, Malaysia and me, myself.
Skip my personal introduce and u guys know that I'm a student.
Well, I remind back of a day, not a special day but a day that show Malaysia isn't a democratic country, not isn't, just not enough democratic.
This is really clear when you take your attention on Malaysia's studies.
From our studies, we usually answer our teacher's question according to their opinion, cause if we answer with our opinion, then the answer will and must be wrong!
What I mean to tell is, we always say study properly and we heard that our government want us to answer during school time.
In fact, when we answer we need to answer according the book or according to our teacher.
If our answer not same with our teachers, then we'll know what will happens next, not only your classmates will laugh at you and your teachers will sighing and your teachers say you're a stupid student.
I'd asked my teacher: Why we can't answer with our answer?
and my teacher said: I don't know, I just teach according your book.
What?
That's mean we're not studying but we just need to copy all the answer in the book.
That's mean our teachers not teaching us and some of them that really teach us like this, they even disqualified to be named as a teacher.
What I need to say is, we are not and we don't meant to learn or studies teachers' lessons, their past, we want to studies for ourselves, studies the new thing but not teachers' old lessons.
Those teachers really make feel a shame because they are still using spoon-feed education to us. Something that make me curious is that why we need to learn PSK(sivik)? Cause our government haven't even learned PSK but still they want us to learn.
Hey, dude!
What's generation now?
Still teaching like this?
What our teachers teach is just all from their teachers that's mean we're learning something that appeared in maybe 70s.
haha...
This is just funny, no, not funny at all, cause this is the truth!

p/s: Stop using spoon-feed education to teach us, this make me really tired cause I need to always remind my teachers that you're wrong if you says I'm wrong.

No one really wrong,
Only those who're different opinion.

Thanks,
qarz^^

posting this again! I hate this part right here!!!

I don't want to post my daily life but I do like to post my opinion to this reality world.
I just sing a song after I read the news.
the chorus part is:

I guess the good thing they never do

And baby chill out

Cause we already normal in all this situation
I'll say until they change
but I guess I need the government to change
oh~I thought the worst thing they'll do

What news did I read?!
This is all so clear! I'm just talking about Malaysia's government!(read newspaper before u feel weird with this post)

p/s:
"A clever person might be cheated by a silly person, but this will end cause a silly person will never change their cheat skills for they are not using their brain even when they lie!"

Thanks,
qarz^^

The 1st time I worry about my exam...

the year end exam is coming, i'm a bit nervous it's not same as the past exam this time. (I never studied for my exam but this time, i wish i will)
I'm gonna get ready!
my folios score really terrible, I dun noe wat to do, I just worrying exam this time...
My fren asked me about a performance and she hope that I can join them but i hope that the options will not to boring, hope that I can performance in dancing n singing.
Well, I just like to performs, maybe like the song 'Circus'
this song like talking about me.
Many songs stand for me. Not writing for me but just like me.

Thanks,
qarz^^