No post in 2 weeks till now, a short post.

Days... really can't estimate what will happens next... I'd miss him for days and finally he talk to me. I know I'm kinda funny, but love means much for me.
I just write a song for my action and my feeling. It's 'Naive'.
My busy life won't stop until I die. I knew it, according to my characteristic.
I'll move more forward for my dreams.

'You make me crazier, crazier, crazier'-Taylor Swift.

p/s: Days make me crazier!

2nd post in 2010

A new year, this year we past 14days...
In this day, I got many friends celebrated their birthday... They born so early~
I haven't buy them present cause I'm busy from the first day I go to school(school re-open) until now.
My busy life won't stop cause this what I suppose to be and suppose to do.
Maybe I like to be busy, make myself breathless.
I know many things I gonna do and that's just because it's my responsibility. This and past weeks, I'm nearly fainted, I'm tired!!!
I'm tired and busy until I don't have much time rest so I just felt a sleep at class and sometimes I overslept, luckily I didn't miss my school time.
But sometimes I curious, why am I so tired and keep worrying every thing? I tried not to focus on this but I can't.
More boring when I more tired, worried, busy, curious...
I'm funny but life still need to go on like this, we're lucky cause I know you and you know me.

2010~? Since 1996-?(2009)

Now, I'm 14, it's my new and fresh year...
Bye, regrets and I'll try not to live with regrets in this year and my future.
Days feel like years won't appear again cause our earth's gravity had weaken. Our life and our times will pass faster than before, we need to more appreciate it right now.
I'm not really that happy when I countdown Thursday. It's very peace, my heart, my soul, all of my feeling...all are peace and calm, like nothing happens and I'm not in the situation.
Keep asking, will this worth? will this worth for my life? Wish to die but I'm not really want it, and my dream haven't come true yet, my hopes all of myself, eveything about me, too many, too much, it's uncountable, all I'm still standing here, remaining at where I be. I know I lost too many things and I still haven't take action. I wanted to die, wanted to go to hell, don't wanna to neg in this world...but I'm stubborn, I'm selfish, I knew maybe if I dead, it will be more better for this world...but my dream, my everything that I want haven't come true, I haven't get yet, plus I'm not brave enough to kill myself and for others, they won't do that cause no one will ever kill me without a reason.
Ya, this is me, a girl that only mind for myself...
What am I doing?
Forget it, I know this year will be beter, everything will be better if you're not going to give up yourself.

p/s: Can someone tell me, is it real that we just need to bring exercise books to school next Monday(when school re-open)

Thanks,

qarz^^