Bye, regrets and I'll try not to live with regrets in this year and my future.
Days feel like years won't appear again cause our earth's gravity had weaken. Our life and our times will pass faster than before, we need to more appreciate it right now.
I'm not really that happy when I countdown Thursday. It's very peace, my heart, my soul, all of my feeling...all are peace and calm, like nothing happens and I'm not in the situation.
Keep asking, will this worth? will this worth for my life? Wish to die but I'm not really want it, and my dream haven't come true yet, my hopes all of myself, eveything about me, too many, too much, it's uncountable, all I'm still standing here, remaining at where I be. I know I lost too many things and I still haven't take action. I wanted to die, wanted to go to hell, don't wanna to neg in this world...but I'm stubborn, I'm selfish, I knew maybe if I dead, it will be more better for this world...but my dream, my everything that I want haven't come true, I haven't get yet, plus I'm not brave enough to kill myself and for others, they won't do that cause no one will ever kill me without a reason.
Ya, this is me, a girl that only mind for myself...
What am I doing?
Forget it, I know this year will be beter, everything will be better if you're not going to give up yourself.
p/s: Can someone tell me, is it real that we just need to bring exercise books to school next Monday(when school re-open)
Thanks,
qarz^^
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