I'm terrible!!!

I've got a dress to the prom night but all of my families and friends think that it's better if I wear my own dress.
So what should I do?
Fine. Now is another problem.
I'm in love with another guy.
Know that this love is impossible but still I love him.
How?
How about my love maybe I can call him as my ex.....
I told him I love him and I thought this will long lasting but within a day I'm crazy crushing with another guy.
It's really impossible to be with him or to love him.
He's not that easy, maybe...
But this kinda feeling appear, maybe is because my characteristic.
I love challenging new thing.
I want to challenge as it is more impossible that relationship between us.
I'm afraid but I can't get his face out of my eyes, my mind and my heart.
He is right there but will he love a girl that is blah blah blah than himself?
It's a serious problem as I can't sleep.
I wanna fight for him and I know how to make a guy fall in love with myself.
I must admit that I'm intelligent in love.
But if I do that I'm too selfish.
I really realize myself.
What I really want will be reality if I do want it.
I'm extremely want him now.

p/s: Need you now by Lady Antebellum. This is what I'm feeling right now. Can't get it why I will fall in love with a guy within one day with his smile. He killed me!!!
I'm crazy kinda crush on him!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^

When I look at you, I see everything.

Yeah~ when my world falling apart

when there is no light to that can break up the dark 

that's when I I I look at you

When the waves 

are flooding the shore and I can't 

Find my way home anymore

That's when I, I, I look at you

This song is Miley Cyrus's and it's very beautiful

It is When I look at you

I love it very much!

Actually i got nothing to post but I decided to update my blog seen I'm so boring.

Today is the day!

The campfire night!

I've been waiting so long and finally comes.

p/s: Trying to forget everything but I can't cause this is my history that is needed to be remembered.

Thanks,

qarz^^

Yeah!!!

My old post mention my busy life and i forgot that i got an activity run by our school English Language Society(ELS).
It's a PROM NIGHT!!!
I will attend this dinner cause i thought it will be fun!
Actually this prom night only let form 3 and above students attend but I'm one of the committees so i can go.
I love to play and by Saturday I'm going to my school scout campfire.
It will be extremely fun!!!
I'm gonna enjoy it.
By the way, I haven't do my homework (art folio and blah blah blah...)
All is needed to pass up next week.
what should I do?
haiz...
Someone tells me he loves me but it's frighten me and i don't know what should i do.
He never tells me face to face but His friends told me.
I don't like him really i don't.
I'd already fall in love to a guy and i told him.
he don't trust me but never mind.
cause i'm sure he loves me too.

p/s: no love matter now, don't think about it baby. get bless from god.

Thanks,

qarz^^

it's busy again~

life is busy.
i thought busy life will ends but i've join 2 more competition 1 more program.
singing competition and kollam compeItition, after that will be lalu lintas and the last is our school sports day.
The sports day, maybe i will be chosen as an athlete for my house.
I'm not sure yet but i know i will be busy.
i'm funny right?
i never fully rest since my school re-open.
every week, every day i'm at school included holidays and some weekends.
so busy is a sweet thing and a fun thing.
love to sing and i decided, 我爱他.
love this song but actually i never think to choose this song.
my first choice is black skirt(chinese translate)
and the second choice is heart wall(chinese translate)
this song 我爱他 is recommended by my friends, they say i'm suit and my voice will sing this song well, so i chose it.
All of my friends except those who choose this song for me, they all surprise and they thought i can't sing this song cause the key is too tall.
but i can and i will sing this song.
After that, there's 2 more singing competition which is: english language singing competition and malay language singing competition. I thought i will join all of the singing competition seems if i love sing.

p/s: do your best in everything you want!!!

Thanks,

qarz^^  

Happiness soon come!

good luck? bad luck?
whatever it is, i still in a happy mood^-^
love sweet?
my competition are over, but i need to prepare for our school prom night. (i heard that this is the first year of the function)
it is held at 1st of May (my brother's birthdate)
gonna find a dinner dress, nice one!
feel better now......
I'm completely open minded

p/s: loving is a bit awkward but sweet^-^