A song: Just love (comment me after you guys read my lyrics, let's see if I improved)

A very strange world come near me
I shouldn't say this cause it's me the one who arrive here
Starr at the door and hoping for your present
But no one will ever hear me
It's okay I'm here
I can try to accept this truth
Ohh, I will do it

See the sky suddenly raining
It's doesn't seem wanna hurts me
Ohh, this world is not really lonely
Yes, I think I can live here
Yeah, it's a beautiful world

When you're a slept
The noise will stop
Like you wish to love
They will know it
I'm going to be that free bird
Cause what I mean will really come true
And now I'm crushing on you
I'll just love

Do you heard a song before
It's lyrics is "love won't set you free"
I felt that's true
I'm gonna copy this down in my brain
We should never forget where we from
Sometimes I wanna cry I'll say "be tough, baby"
Cause I still remember what I'd said,
Silence, baby just silence
We heard

A noise that suddenly stop
A words that you spoken
A semi circle that without its half side
I'm still alright
I can still wait everything that you haven't do
Admit myself loving you
And wait you back to here peacefully without disappointment
Ohh~just love

I love you it's already ain't a secret
Trusting you'll be back you'd promise me
Believing love is a little bitter sweet
Come around with your unforgettable faces
I miss and I'll say

This is love without annoying sound
It's came from miles away
But still, I'm havin' it happily
Ohh, I'm obviously in love
Only yourself
Ohh, you own
Can set you free
Mhm, Set you free without any tension
And you might get a wings to fly
You can just love
Ohh, you shall love

The world will peace
If you love
Ohh, sweet sweet love
Everybody is lovin'
And right now
I'll just love
I must love
Ohh, love

Thanks,
qarz^^

Freedom (Life is a joke for me)

It's feel the same again
I know everyday won't change much
Life is still and we need to work on
Just maybe today I'm feeling happy
And maybe death happening
Life's like a fool that act around us, yeah
Stop thinking past that you'd regrets

Or maybe just one day
I only left one day to live on
How do I feel?
Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think much
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
Forget it

Days just pass like this
I'm not supposed to write songs that no meaning
But I did cause I don't feel right now
Feel like songs I'm writing is nothing but I still doin' it
I don't know what I am doing
I'm not paying attention
Not daydreaming cause my brain's blank
Ohh, maybe nothing
I'm in sleeping situation

Or maybe just one day
When only left one day to live on
How do I feel?
Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think anymore
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
Forget it, ohh
Forget everything you suppose to let go, let it go

Take your steps and looks forward
Can't you see there's more people that need happiness more than you
You don't say you're perish again
I bet you'll keep quiet after you listen to this
Ohh, I'm not going to say sorry even now you feel you're mad

Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think anymore, ohh
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy, I don't want it
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
It's all over now

Ohh, forget it
Forget it, ohh yeah
I'm free right now, mhm
Free like nothing right now
yeah

Thanks,
qarz^^

Love this song: Leona Lewis-Happy!!!

I'd a song recommended for you guys!

It's Leona Lewis-Happy.
This song is very emo, but it's lyrics really meaningful.
I watched this video and it's talked about a girl(Leona Lewis) met a boy in a village. The boy treat her well and she fall in love with him. But the boy need to marry another girl because the girl is his fiancee. Leona Lewis are invited to attempt their wedding. Of course, if you see your love marry to another girl but not you. How you feel?
of course sad!!!
So this song can heal your pain. Don't care what they say and just keep going, then you'll feel happy.

lyrics:

Someone once told me that I need to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So many terms that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

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This song is really hard to sing in the second chorus part (happy)
Hope you guys enjoy this song!

posted by,
qarz^^

Death...the best choice I chose.

I don't know what to do, I'm just a ordinary person, can I change anything?
I got a drama practice today, I do remember this thing.
But, a happy Monday morning had destroyed maybe by me maybe by him.
I thought it's me.
What use am I to this world? What can I do for this world?
I'm too tiny, too small.
Why am I born? Why I haven't die?
I'm so useless that I can't change anything and I always make things worst.
I feel that I'm different or maybe will be famous in my life, I thought that I can success. I mean I just can do it!!!
In fact, this is fake.
I haven't even call my friends about my absent today for this drama practice.
Still, I'm posting here.
I need to call them but I don't have their phone no.
I'm worst that I can't even settled this very simple thing.
I should die earlier.
I'm so bad.
This is not the 1st time I wish to die.
Dying, I hoping this more than ten times!!!
I'm not brave enough to kill myself.
Maybe I won't die just because there's still other dreams of mine.
Maybe, I can just let go.
Let me die.
Make this happen and I won't have any words again.
I'm speechless.
and before I die and go to the hell, I want and I need to say:'I'm happy that I'm dead.'
It's a lovely and touchful words, make me die without regrets.

>.< funny post!!!

Yesterday, I went back to my primary school, the place I fall in love with a guy deeply and the place i knew my friends, i study for six years.
Although already over and yesterday's celebrations not for us but for those standard 6 students, but i still like to back to there.
How can I forget this place?
It's a place where I pass my childhood.
After that, I, Dana Chui Wen and Hew Ming walked to DP(Dataran Pahlawan) and the other friends go back or go to Yok Bin for a badminton game.
We're really boring then we decided to watch movie 'The Box'.
Dana felt very cold when we're watching the movie. She didn't even pay attention when the movie's on.
After that we shopped and I walked back to my primary school with Chui Wen.
Later on, I walked back to Yok Bin.
I'm really surprised that I'd used 25minutes to finish this long journey.
Then, I got some badminton game with my friends and I'm back to post this.

p/s: Haha...wat a funny post>.<

Thanks,
qarz^^

Last day...

Today is the last day for year2009 wearing formal school uniform and study in school.
Actually, we didn't study, in fact, we just playing all day.
The bad thing is that we're warned not to play any cards including poker card, Uno card...any cards!
Oh~ How boring?
In case, we just play Chinese chess=.="
Actually, it's really bored cause when you met player that use too much time to think, then you'll get it!
But, I found out that I'm the one who is slow'=_="
T.T
haha...
Nothing else to say but I'm really happy and tired for today school time!!!

p/s: My Chinese chess' s skill getting better after today's recess, feel like I'm as proud as a peacock!!!
haha...perasan~

I don't need any spoon-feed education!!!

I'd been talked to my mom yesterday and I realized something important about my country, Malaysia and me, myself.
Skip my personal introduce and u guys know that I'm a student.
Well, I remind back of a day, not a special day but a day that show Malaysia isn't a democratic country, not isn't, just not enough democratic.
This is really clear when you take your attention on Malaysia's studies.
From our studies, we usually answer our teacher's question according to their opinion, cause if we answer with our opinion, then the answer will and must be wrong!
What I mean to tell is, we always say study properly and we heard that our government want us to answer during school time.
In fact, when we answer we need to answer according the book or according to our teacher.
If our answer not same with our teachers, then we'll know what will happens next, not only your classmates will laugh at you and your teachers will sighing and your teachers say you're a stupid student.
I'd asked my teacher: Why we can't answer with our answer?
and my teacher said: I don't know, I just teach according your book.
What?
That's mean we're not studying but we just need to copy all the answer in the book.
That's mean our teachers not teaching us and some of them that really teach us like this, they even disqualified to be named as a teacher.
What I need to say is, we are not and we don't meant to learn or studies teachers' lessons, their past, we want to studies for ourselves, studies the new thing but not teachers' old lessons.
Those teachers really make feel a shame because they are still using spoon-feed education to us. Something that make me curious is that why we need to learn PSK(sivik)? Cause our government haven't even learned PSK but still they want us to learn.
Hey, dude!
What's generation now?
Still teaching like this?
What our teachers teach is just all from their teachers that's mean we're learning something that appeared in maybe 70s.
haha...
This is just funny, no, not funny at all, cause this is the truth!

p/s: Stop using spoon-feed education to teach us, this make me really tired cause I need to always remind my teachers that you're wrong if you says I'm wrong.

No one really wrong,
Only those who're different opinion.

Thanks,
qarz^^