Bye, sweet heart...You know I love you 2009...

Today, a little sad...and special...
Today is Ya Yin's birthday...and 2009's last day...
Well, my family and I decided to celebrate it in the cinema.
I'm going to watch 'Bodyguards and Assassins' (it's 18PG) and I'm gonna watch it at 12.35a.m.1st January 2010
But I decided to act like a 18 years old girl.
Act in this age maybe not really hard because my look is mature and my body look mature too.
Should I feel happy with this?
Anyway, we're going to celebrate for New Year.
This is my first time watch movie at midnight, feeling kinda weird...
Looking forward to 2010, I'm 14, not longer a child, not to childish...
Many things gonna change next year...
This year I make myself regrets, I tried too many new things, I passed many unexpected things...and I'm trying to change, I tell myself that: I must success!!!
Will my dream come true?
Will I grow to 175cm?
Will I fall in love again?
Will I still remain my life like this?
Don't know what will happen but I know tomorrow will be better...

p/s: We wish you a Happy New Year and Ya Yin's birthday!

Thanks,

qarz^^

Be my guest

Be my guest, it's a common word-
It's a song's name or anything, but now I gotta feeling like wanna write a song with this name:

Seeking a dude that really hot
Finding for cause I'm really bored
I'm already started to called
They're all off their phone
I need to shop in the mall
Search some guys out there
Why am I look like a fool?

Now stop your eyes stared
Your friends calling you
And they tell you you're warned
I'm feeling awkward right now
Don't know what shall I do
yeah
Keep making things worst
Keep laughing like a nut
Getting crazy cause I'm freaking out
Why shall the land keep spinning around
Don't know what's happening cause I'm a girl from nowhere

I'm loving a song that never heard
I'm playing a game that invisible
Watching a movie without it title
Doing everything that impossible
That's why it's a lie
Lying for what?
I just want you to be my guest
You gonna be my guest

Remember the picture we took last night
Maybe it isn't outstanding but it's unforgettable
This is all in my mind
Cause you're my very first guest
The one who treated me well
Ohh~are you feeling don't want to know me
Pretend we're strangers cause I'm kinda freak girl
Cause you don't know who I am
And I'm

Chick style like a guy
Living in a weird place
It's exactly hell
So what you mean right now

I'm loving a song that never heard
I'm playing a game that invisible
Watching a movie without it title
Doing everything that impossible
That's why it's a lie
Lying for happy?
I just want you to be my guest
You gonna be my guest

My precious secret
All of them
Yeah
I'm ready to let you
I'll make you know all
There's no hiding behind our relationship
And what you see are all real

I'm loving a song that never heard
I'm playing a game that invisible
Watching a movie without it title
Doing everything that impossible
That's why it's a lie
Lying cause love it
I just want you to be my guest
Ohh~You gonna be my guest

Thanking a guy that never met
He's my idol
No, he ain't a superstar
He just a guy that
Rolling off, Falling down
Until zero
He's a baby
Got a blank mind
He suite to be my guest
He maybe can make me love him

Now he's victim
I'm pity for him
Cause he's looking at me
And he is crying
My guest will be fainted or maybe they're sicken
Don't be here
If you dare to be my guest
Yo!
You can be
You really are my guest
What shall I speak out

Thanks,

qarz^^

Book sales in my school...

Long time no post lo,
Very boring, LOL
Next week I went KL for Christmas because my parents got dinner there(somebody's wedding)
Actually, my parents' wedding anniversary also held in Christmas, so we decided to celebrate it in 26th December lo
We came back last Saturday, I usually won't online in Sunday...
Well, after that my school got sell books, I'm one of the members in cooperate...
Books sales held for three days.
Yesterday, I want to online de but the line very lousy, cannot connect at all...
Luckily, today I can online le, if not I wanna die liao!!!
But still, the line very slow o~
Well, it's okay cause I can post...
Today, very happy o, I saw Dana and many of my friends. Dana is my best friend and i really happy that I saw her! I serve her leh today...
Happy~
Well, I thought I can be a salesgirl if  I don't have job in my future, you know, selling things is my special, maybe i should use word freak, a freak hobby...
Love the way when peoples need my serve/helps...
I feel weird or boring when no one need me or when I'm free, i like to be busy in a weird way.
To all of my Yok Bin's friends, remember to buy books tomorrow, it's the last day!
and don't forget to think 1st then buy!

p/s: It's important!!! If you skip my whole post dun forget to read the last sentence, it'll be the most important thing!!!

Movies and it's meaning

Long time no post~
Nothing's special but I just wanna mention that I watched Avatar yesterday night!
It's really interesting and meaningful.
T.T
Well, I just need to say that we really need to save our earth!
Not only Avatar, 2012 and some other past movie that ask us to recycle, to protect our earth, it's just too many...
As far as you knew, many readings told us that world will be end in one day, maybe that day will be held at 21st till 23rd December 2012, it's after 3 years, but this year, 2009, is going to end in 8 and1/2 day. But we don't know what will happens next, in next second, next minute, next hour and...I realize if this all things really happens as we expected, that's mean my life will end when I'm only 16, My life will end when I'm still a teenager, that many hopes and many dreams, haven't success, come true yet. But I'm already lucky if I just die at 16 cause if there's new born baby, how about them? They're still weak and maybe still haven't got time to know their name, they even don't know how to talk, how pity are them?
I'd been tried to help our belove planet, earth, but those who really help, it's just too a little, our love and care to our home are just a drop of water. We knew, not only us, it's all of the living things, humans, animals, plants or maybe more than that, knew, only if we work together can get the best result.
I'd swear before, if I'm rich and I'm intelligent, I want to create a thing that can save our planet, it's concept is really easy, I imagine it with the point of recycle.
So what if I swore? That's  not everything, in fact, I still don't know when my life will end, I thought I don't have enough time to this, just a willing in my heart, but I haven't start to progress it yet, my plan.
I heard a very meaningful words from American Top Model, Tyra Banks, she said this:

When we are young, we are green,

When we are poor, we wish to be green,

When we are rich, we go green.

My last post did mention go green, I remember it's 'Poor Rich Man= =$$' , this song was inspired by the words that Tyra Banks said. It's mean that, 'Yeah, you're a rich but you lost everything, comes from nature, so you're poor to me.'

p/s: Avatar is a nice movie, buy ticket earlier cause it's really popular. Other than this, watch movies are not just watch, try to get what it's means.

Thanks,

qarz^^

Go for a walk with some of my friends~

Yesterday, we standard 6 friends go gathering at Makhota Parade(MP) and then we cross over the road to Dataran Pahlawan(DP).
We meet up at MP mc donald, and we started to chit chat.
We decided to watch movie 'Storm Warrior II' but at last we decided to play bowling.
It's kinda fun to meet up with my old friends and they're the best for me.
I and Rui Lin go for shopping together as we waiting to go home and other friends such as Thien Hee, Jun Hong, Kai Rong, Sandy, Celine, Kong Chern, Fu Yang...went back yesterday.
Well, at last to mention is we're still friends and we'd fun yesterday

Poor Rich Man == $$ ?

Intro:
Crying without a sound
Too silence I'm afraid
Feeling weird but it's real
Teasing with our earth
Those man laughing at me
Cause they don't mind what's going on out there

With tears I sang a song
I wrote it when I felt the places were polluted
The fresh air is fading
With what we can still alive?
We gather and live happily but we finally forgotten
Our past

Chorus:
No place to go
No true faces shown
Reality world make sense
But what pledge we gave
So what if you got Ferrari
So what if your house is a huge bungalow
I use to be poor
But I know how serious is the world's being
And I'm going green
Going green

Is it secure to live here again?
Don't you ever ask yourself
What'd you did to your belonging
Oh~earth is yours but not just yours
It's human's property

Looking for more happy
I'd forgotten rich is not the way to be
World without oxygen
Dead bodies from everywhere
Your need you forget to appreciate
Don't feel regret cause now is all to late

Chorus:
No place to go
No true faces shown
Reality world make sense
But what pledge we gave
So what if you got Ferrari
So what if your house is a huge bungalow
I use to be poor
But I know how serious is the world's being
And I'm going green
Going green
Anti garbage in my world

Bridge:
You said you're rich
House, car, money
But you lost the most important property
It's not a joke and it'll happens one day, a day
Don't get me off my way
I'm recycling, doing it, going green, greeeen

Not much to say
Now shut your mouth and listen to me
I'm teaching you
You famous man
What you're learn and are you with me
It's a common question
And I'm a trendsetter I'm gonna change your mind
Now you'd done you're a nature's lover

If I haven't touch you
Don't say, Don't tell, Don't lie
I get your button in my hand control you
I'll say this, gonna make it, tell you that
Get you crazy
Ohh~you a rich man but poor

Thanks,
qarz^^

Let's eat! Ikan Bakar from Umbai, Melaka!!!

Yesterday, my family decided to had dinner in Umbai.
Of course in Umbai, the most popular food is Ikan Bakar.
Ooh~ delicious!
Because of I'm really hungry yesterday, so I ate 2 nasi lemak and 4 otak-otak before the food is serve. (The nasi lemak and otak-otak is well prepared)
We ate Lala(蚬)but unfortunately this is not the season for lala, it's not really tasty during this season. After the sotong bakar is served. We usually eat Sotong goreng but yesterday we just wanna try new thing. It's not really awful, in fact it's not bad, just the chef didn't cut it properly, it's a little hard to be eaten.
But the best part is ikan bakar. We ordered ikan bakar without any juice, just plain ikan bakar. the plain ikan bakar taste better then with juice cause the fish remain it scales that can protect it juice to make the flesh more juicy and tasty, the fish wasn't dry, it's really lovely, it's the main dish and i love it!!!
You guys really deserve a try!
It's popularity make our government put a sign for us, it is easy to find this shop, it is the kedai but not gerai and the shop got parking place, Other than this, the shop is at the side of the sea, we can see sea's beautiful side there. It's an amazing experience!
I love it!

p/s: actually, this is not my 1st time eating there, I just decided to introduce some places to those who love to eat^.^

Thanks,
qarz^^

Pure

Don't know what to say
Don't care how they treat me
Dreamed a dream
But it doesn't cheer me up
Where to go and Why shall I live
In this narrow place
Silence situation kept
With nothing else left
Only memories act

I'm back again
Remember he said 'I love you, this is true'
Just a smile I replied to him
He wanted me to trust him
But how can I believe a guy that never tell lies
It's too false
I'm now standing here no one's beside me
Even the messages I sent no one reply
Cause I begged them to hate me
Don't wanna hurt them that's why I'm here, this place

Ain't Las Vegas
No gambling here
Not Hollywood
No famous stars shine
It's just a small town
Countryside
Ohh, we pray out sincerely
To Jesus Christ
This is all we do right here
Maybe for you it's naive
But we did

Don't you see there's children playing
Their childish touch my heart
Hope you do so
Now I'm different
I'm not a girl
that jealous to love again
I try to get out of here
To set myself free and happy

No luxury cosmetics
No girls wearing stilettos here
Can't you see we're change
Too much changes and now we're like strangers
hanging together

Ain't Las Vegas
No gambling here
Not Hollywood
No famous stars shine
It's just a small town
in Countryside
Ohh, we pray out sincerely
To Jesus Christ
This is all we do right here
Maybe for you it's naive
But we did it together

Now you're feeling like why I'd change so much
Maybe you can't even recognize me without the letters I wrote
Ohh, the photos I took
Those new trend is not important for me right now
I am a ordinary girl
I'm back to basic

A state without pollution
Can you feel the fresh air around you
Renewing my heart
Like a surgery I'd did to safe my spirit
Wish you can be like me now
Now I'm bliss

It's happy to be right here
Even the lake right here is pure

hehe""^^

续昨天我写的post
完整的其实只少了一句：我们聊天多过玩。
这就是昨天我miss掉的事
haha...
我怎么会这么'天才'啊？！
using English back again...
Well, I thought using back English is more suitable for my blog cause this is an English blog!
boring is real and still I'm sitting here and starring at my computer, day dreaming~
nothing to post cause my life is as plain as water
no special thing happen but posting is just because I don't have any other web to go.

p/s: suggestions and comments are really accepted, just comments me!!!

Thanks,
qarz^^

一些事。。。

今天早上我回了学校，不止是因为戏剧练习，也因为我太旧没见我的朋友们，上一次的post也说了，没人找我出外玩嘛！
借着这个机会我找了几个朋友，但是。。。到最后只有我，慧娜，还有一个放了我两次飞机的衰仔，终于赴约了，只是少了两个朋友来。。。=.=''
他就是适卫`~:-
我以为他又放我飞机，所以当他出现在我面前时，我傻掉了。。。
我没有期望他一定会来，毕竟他放过飞机而且不可信任，所以。。。
而且他很早到,我吓到了"
本来有很多朋友来的，但是他们有事。

打到差不多一点，我们就闪人了。
无聊地聊天，拖到了两点才回。
haha...

p/s: 其余的明天再说，bye sweetheart

Thanks,
qarz^^

无聊假期～＝.＝

真无聊，到现在我还是上着网，听着歌，也没人找我出去玩。＝＝”
因为我没有联络别人，所以他们也没联络我。
我已决定今天call慧娜，let's see if we can go lepak. +.+
haha......
I heard that she will come to Yok Bin and play and......
She says this is a secret especially to hide from Tahizai.
Whatever lo, but I still wanna post this thing cause they won't really read my post right?!
I think so...-.-
haha, I thought I so funny, typing Chinese awhile then become English back.
LOL~
回来了！我还是继续用华语吧！
嘿嘿，这是我第二个华语post.
不懂为什么突然想用华语咯？！
看了我的post，记得找我出去lepak!
忘记我的话你就去死吧！
hehe...开玩笑罢了，别当真哪！

Thanks,
qarz^^

一点解说（关于我，不是歌啦〔＝。＝

每年每次每个假期都是让人期待的，我一如往常如此期待着，但是今年有些不同的感觉，我不是不期待，而是少了一些热诚。
一直以来幼稚的我，变了。
变成怎样了也许少人知道，甚至没人懂。因为我变很多了。
旧朋友认识的我其实已渐渐改变，从去年12月起，我已不是我。
虽然以前的我也不是真正的我，但我从没想过我可以改变得这么多。
情伤，不止爱情，亲情，连友情，如此珍贵的友情也留下伤痕了。
没有爱情没有亲情，无所谓，因为我还有朋友。
事情改变得这么快，我怕我无法承受这些痛，因为我就是脆弱，从来没有坚硬过！！！
只有自己才能就回自己，只是我已渐渐地强了，我甚至把自己给逼疯了，我逼自己坚强逼得眼泪会无端端地留下，因为真正该哭时我不哭，我强忍着，不该哭时，连走路也有可能落泪，奇怪得不信任自己了。

我不该多说，我并不想让别人懂我，但却写了这么多，算了，懂一点，别懂完，就算我说了，应该也没人了解吧？！

p/s: 别了解我，我会因此而更伤心。。。

A song: Just love (comment me after you guys read my lyrics, let's see if I improved)

A very strange world come near me
I shouldn't say this cause it's me the one who arrive here
Starr at the door and hoping for your present
But no one will ever hear me
It's okay I'm here
I can try to accept this truth
Ohh, I will do it

See the sky suddenly raining
It's doesn't seem wanna hurts me
Ohh, this world is not really lonely
Yes, I think I can live here
Yeah, it's a beautiful world

When you're a slept
The noise will stop
Like you wish to love
They will know it
I'm going to be that free bird
Cause what I mean will really come true
And now I'm crushing on you
I'll just love

Do you heard a song before
It's lyrics is "love won't set you free"
I felt that's true
I'm gonna copy this down in my brain
We should never forget where we from
Sometimes I wanna cry I'll say "be tough, baby"
Cause I still remember what I'd said,
Silence, baby just silence
We heard

A noise that suddenly stop
A words that you spoken
A semi circle that without its half side
I'm still alright
I can still wait everything that you haven't do
Admit myself loving you
And wait you back to here peacefully without disappointment
Ohh~just love

I love you it's already ain't a secret
Trusting you'll be back you'd promise me
Believing love is a little bitter sweet
Come around with your unforgettable faces
I miss and I'll say

This is love without annoying sound
It's came from miles away
But still, I'm havin' it happily
Ohh, I'm obviously in love
Only yourself
Ohh, you own
Can set you free
Mhm, Set you free without any tension
And you might get a wings to fly
You can just love
Ohh, you shall love

The world will peace
If you love
Ohh, sweet sweet love
Everybody is lovin'
And right now
I'll just love
I must love
Ohh, love

Thanks,
qarz^^

Freedom (Life is a joke for me)

It's feel the same again
I know everyday won't change much
Life is still and we need to work on
Just maybe today I'm feeling happy
And maybe death happening
Life's like a fool that act around us, yeah
Stop thinking past that you'd regrets

Or maybe just one day
I only left one day to live on
How do I feel?
Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think much
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
Forget it

Days just pass like this
I'm not supposed to write songs that no meaning
But I did cause I don't feel right now
Feel like songs I'm writing is nothing but I still doin' it
I don't know what I am doing
I'm not paying attention
Not daydreaming cause my brain's blank
Ohh, maybe nothing
I'm in sleeping situation

Or maybe just one day
When only left one day to live on
How do I feel?
Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think anymore
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
Forget it, ohh
Forget everything you suppose to let go, let it go

Take your steps and looks forward
Can't you see there's more people that need happiness more than you
You don't say you're perish again
I bet you'll keep quiet after you listen to this
Ohh, I'm not going to say sorry even now you feel you're mad

Asking myself everyday
Don't wanna think anymore, ohh
Cause life is not enough to let you analyze
Study till crazy, I don't want it
Why don't just live with what you've got?
And don't feel worry
It's all over now

Ohh, forget it
Forget it, ohh yeah
I'm free right now, mhm
Free like nothing right now
yeah

Thanks,
qarz^^

Love this song: Leona Lewis-Happy!!!

I'd a song recommended for you guys!

It's Leona Lewis-Happy.
This song is very emo, but it's lyrics really meaningful.
I watched this video and it's talked about a girl(Leona Lewis) met a boy in a village. The boy treat her well and she fall in love with him. But the boy need to marry another girl because the girl is his fiancee. Leona Lewis are invited to attempt their wedding. Of course, if you see your love marry to another girl but not you. How you feel?
of course sad!!!
So this song can heal your pain. Don't care what they say and just keep going, then you'll feel happy.

lyrics:

Someone once told me that I need to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

So many terms that I can't see
Like I'm a stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gonna find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me

I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

******...****************

This song is really hard to sing in the second chorus part (happy)
Hope you guys enjoy this song!

posted by,
qarz^^

Death...the best choice I chose.

I don't know what to do, I'm just a ordinary person, can I change anything?
I got a drama practice today, I do remember this thing.
But, a happy Monday morning had destroyed maybe by me maybe by him.
I thought it's me.
What use am I to this world? What can I do for this world?
I'm too tiny, too small.
Why am I born? Why I haven't die?
I'm so useless that I can't change anything and I always make things worst.
I feel that I'm different or maybe will be famous in my life, I thought that I can success. I mean I just can do it!!!
In fact, this is fake.
I haven't even call my friends about my absent today for this drama practice.
Still, I'm posting here.
I need to call them but I don't have their phone no.
I'm worst that I can't even settled this very simple thing.
I should die earlier.
I'm so bad.
This is not the 1st time I wish to die.
Dying, I hoping this more than ten times!!!
I'm not brave enough to kill myself.
Maybe I won't die just because there's still other dreams of mine.
Maybe, I can just let go.
Let me die.
Make this happen and I won't have any words again.
I'm speechless.
and before I die and go to the hell, I want and I need to say:'I'm happy that I'm dead.'
It's a lovely and touchful words, make me die without regrets.

>.< funny post!!!

Yesterday, I went back to my primary school, the place I fall in love with a guy deeply and the place i knew my friends, i study for six years.
Although already over and yesterday's celebrations not for us but for those standard 6 students, but i still like to back to there.
How can I forget this place?
It's a place where I pass my childhood.
After that, I, Dana Chui Wen and Hew Ming walked to DP(Dataran Pahlawan) and the other friends go back or go to Yok Bin for a badminton game.
We're really boring then we decided to watch movie 'The Box'.
Dana felt very cold when we're watching the movie. She didn't even pay attention when the movie's on.
After that we shopped and I walked back to my primary school with Chui Wen.
Later on, I walked back to Yok Bin.
I'm really surprised that I'd used 25minutes to finish this long journey.
Then, I got some badminton game with my friends and I'm back to post this.

p/s: Haha...wat a funny post>.<

Thanks,
qarz^^

Last day...

Today is the last day for year2009 wearing formal school uniform and study in school.
Actually, we didn't study, in fact, we just playing all day.
The bad thing is that we're warned not to play any cards including poker card, Uno card...any cards!
Oh~ How boring?
In case, we just play Chinese chess=.="
Actually, it's really bored cause when you met player that use too much time to think, then you'll get it!
But, I found out that I'm the one who is slow'=_="
T.T
haha...
Nothing else to say but I'm really happy and tired for today school time!!!

p/s: My Chinese chess' s skill getting better after today's recess, feel like I'm as proud as a peacock!!!
haha...perasan~

I don't need any spoon-feed education!!!

I'd been talked to my mom yesterday and I realized something important about my country, Malaysia and me, myself.
Skip my personal introduce and u guys know that I'm a student.
Well, I remind back of a day, not a special day but a day that show Malaysia isn't a democratic country, not isn't, just not enough democratic.
This is really clear when you take your attention on Malaysia's studies.
From our studies, we usually answer our teacher's question according to their opinion, cause if we answer with our opinion, then the answer will and must be wrong!
What I mean to tell is, we always say study properly and we heard that our government want us to answer during school time.
In fact, when we answer we need to answer according the book or according to our teacher.
If our answer not same with our teachers, then we'll know what will happens next, not only your classmates will laugh at you and your teachers will sighing and your teachers say you're a stupid student.
I'd asked my teacher: Why we can't answer with our answer?
and my teacher said: I don't know, I just teach according your book.
What?
That's mean we're not studying but we just need to copy all the answer in the book.
That's mean our teachers not teaching us and some of them that really teach us like this, they even disqualified to be named as a teacher.
What I need to say is, we are not and we don't meant to learn or studies teachers' lessons, their past, we want to studies for ourselves, studies the new thing but not teachers' old lessons.
Those teachers really make feel a shame because they are still using spoon-feed education to us. Something that make me curious is that why we need to learn PSK(sivik)? Cause our government haven't even learned PSK but still they want us to learn.
Hey, dude!
What's generation now?
Still teaching like this?
What our teachers teach is just all from their teachers that's mean we're learning something that appeared in maybe 70s.
haha...
This is just funny, no, not funny at all, cause this is the truth!

p/s: Stop using spoon-feed education to teach us, this make me really tired cause I need to always remind my teachers that you're wrong if you says I'm wrong.

No one really wrong,
Only those who're different opinion.

Thanks,
qarz^^

posting this again! I hate this part right here!!!

I don't want to post my daily life but I do like to post my opinion to this reality world.
I just sing a song after I read the news.
the chorus part is:

I guess the good thing they never do

And baby chill out

Cause we already normal in all this situation
I'll say until they change
but I guess I need the government to change
oh~I thought the worst thing they'll do

What news did I read?!
This is all so clear! I'm just talking about Malaysia's government!(read newspaper before u feel weird with this post)

p/s:
"A clever person might be cheated by a silly person, but this will end cause a silly person will never change their cheat skills for they are not using their brain even when they lie!"

Thanks,
qarz^^

The 1st time I worry about my exam...

the year end exam is coming, i'm a bit nervous it's not same as the past exam this time. (I never studied for my exam but this time, i wish i will)
I'm gonna get ready!
my folios score really terrible, I dun noe wat to do, I just worrying exam this time...
My fren asked me about a performance and she hope that I can join them but i hope that the options will not to boring, hope that I can performance in dancing n singing.
Well, I just like to performs, maybe like the song 'Circus'
this song like talking about me.
Many songs stand for me. Not writing for me but just like me.

Thanks,
qarz^^

Please take attention

Put your attention on post 'Talks about politic(government in Malaysia)'
I just edit it!
I need u guys' comment

我就是如此。。。

第一名：水瓶座(同时参考金星和太阳)

代表论点：水瓶座太自我吧，或者自私……

水 瓶座可以说是12星座中个人主义最重的一个星座，所以他们会相当独立专心追求属于自己独一无二的生活方式，总是保持着典型的个人空间，这样水瓶女就给人很 强的疏离感，完全沉浸在自己的精神世界的她们是绝对自我的。水瓶女也是创新一族，她们想法大胆，勇于创新，为她们的追求提供行动力；她们是无厘头怪诞的标 准代表，行为大胆乖张；思维能力相当高的她们，加上她们看事物的积极性、理想主义，在追寻自我的道路上向来不遗余力，绝对不会轻易受到别人的影响，说她们 自私也无可厚非。这样“自我”又“自私”的水瓶女要伤人实在太容易。

个人评论：所以我希望别人都讨厌我。。。对不起！原谅我自私的行为。我。。。不会改变除非你。。。我也不知道谁能办到，更不知道如何办到。。。

Talk about politic(government in Malaysia)

What is politic?
for me, it's like a game play by those politicians, for our good.
Well, actually I can't comment about this tittle: politic
but I need to because to post comment is our right, for us, Malaysian's future.
I'm really tired and boring when I see news about those politicians because their viewing rate are really higher than stars.
"Why politicians always make news or gossips" I ask this curiously everytime I read newspaper because I less read newspaper, or else I just read entertainment part(I'm still a student). it's lame if u just see a same face everyday.
I can't comment about government in Malaysia but I thought I can comment about Education in Malaysia for I'm a student.

Why we student need to use Malay to study in Math and Science?
We using English to study this all thing but now, need to change, not for better future, for a hopeless future!
But after I think a while, I get it!
This is all because our government hate Malay but love others races.
Why they hate Malay, although I'm not Malay but I still curious. Most of our country politicians are Malay but they love others races more than their races.
Why I comment like this?
It's because they hope Malay won't success or never success(but there's some that success, we just curious because of words I type just now),
this is what I thought because this shown too clearly in front of our eyes.
Why nasib Melayu begitu kesian, saya bukan Melayu tetapi saya juga berasa keliru dan tidak adil bagi pihak Melayu kerana di Malaysia, saya seorang Cina tetapi saya selalu mengingatkan diri yang kami One Malaysia!

Actually, the main title is Malay educated Math and Science!

p/s: Think about what I comment, you'll get it because this is for those who really do everything using brain! I don't know whether my words right or not but I thought Malaysians will know what i want tell, And the most important is this is just my opinion, Kami bebas bersuara!

Thanks,
qarz^^

It's sunburn

sunburn =.=, that's darker skin color is my hand, and the brighter one is my leg, different to much!!!

A trip to go~

其实这是我第一次用华语些blog...
没什么特别只是想告诉大家我的假期生活

星期日下午，我们（一家人except哥哥〕 去怡保（my grandparents are Ipoh)
到了怡保才发现我的表弟表妹也有来。。。
I'd like to skip all this nonsense

Well, we go Taiping and Penang on the third day
we didn't mean to go Penang but we hope to be there
go Taiping zoo with my speechless cousin(girl1) and my craziest cousin(boy1)
the 1st day with us really speechless, they don't even answer you even you ask them something.
Oh!
I proud of their speechless kungfu haha
they can never speak in a whole day even though you ask them 10 times++
They just nodded their head to answer you... They really expert then萧敬腾 (省话一哥)
but they gain noisier in the 2nd and 3rd and the last day in Ipoh
Zoo Taiping, Taiping lake... we did take some photos there and I'd share them maybe tomorrow or Saturday.

after visiting Taiping, the time was just 1.30pm
so we decided to go Penang seems it's nearby
At Penang we visited an old friend of my grandpa
They didn't met already 2years and my grandpa, he didn't visit his old friend for 7 years
His age make me impressed of him that he is 72 years old still he can make homemade mooncake!

The mooncake really delicious!!! then we tried the famous Penang cendol, well I really full =.=

I never get hungry in this trip, I ate more in this trip compared with my basic life
Never hungry!!! Sleeping also full!!!

Thanks,
qarz^^

A suit to go

I always ask myself not to cry whatever things happen
Every time I'm awaken I'm so alone
But I still keep my promise to you
you said you'll be back and stay with me forever
oh~just take a year

The first and second passed and now's the third year
I'm wondering where's your promise keep
I saw you on the TV and there's news about you
You date a star that act in a drama I love to watch
I don't wanna face this truth
It's just a misunderstanding I won't believe it

Your picture on the newspaper I cut it down
cause I miss you too much
I'd collect all your things to pass my day
I still pretend to be tough
There's nothing happens between us

I call you every night but you missed it everytime
I know what going on but I just don't want to admit it
I'm too stubborn that I can't get out of this character
oh~I act
You taught me before you still remember? yeah
Do you still remember your promise to me:
I'd teach you to swim, baby
baby~

I fainted everytime your sound heard
You kissed her and there's photo shown
We use to be together forever but
I don't even have any pictures of yours
Don't have a swim technic
Mm......swim to you
oh~I got a suit to go
a suit to go

Ferrari car yours and Chevy truck is mine
your life now is really great and different with me
not to work like the ants
and not to face this ordinary girl again
oh ooh

Diving inside the sea
I wear a suit dance inside the water
Sand in my eyes but I don't fear
I can pass my life without you
Can pass my day with your gossips on news
I'm not afraid of you seems I can
walk near to the center of the sea
nothing will hang me to happiness
I got a I got a
oh~ suit to go

no bikini just a suit to go yeah~

Thanks,
qarz^^

diary=song

since june, dana comes to my school to play badminton, this clearly means: our frenship never ends!
well, this all are nonsense!
I got nothing to post except of posting songs, but someone complain about this.
xx said that why i posted this thing? xx said this are not match with my age. xx said i should post other thing but not songs... but the problem is what should i post other than that?
this is wat i like to share with my friends!!!
cuz i'd mention that my diary is my songs
my diary is wat i want to share with u guys
those songs are my diary that i want to share with u guys
i need to release my tension with my own way!
so xx, if u see this post, u'll noe

Thanks,
qarz^^

我不想承认, 为什么写得太准确?

水瓶


几乎每个水瓶座的心底都有着一段刻骨铭心人间记忆，一个永远无法忘记的背影。
那也许只是极其短暂的两情相悦，只是一种单恋，或只是一种只存在于虚幻空间。
一切看起来是那么平静，那么和谐。


没有惊天动地，没有海誓山盟，没有花前月下，没有浪漫，没有誓言，没有温度。水瓶座的理智和冷漠，注定了任何感情永无燃点。


水瓶座不容易喜欢上一个人。有人说水瓶座对伴侣的要求太高，其实并非这样，水瓶座注重的是感觉。只是那么轻描淡写的一眼，那个人已经吸引了水瓶的所有注意力，从此目光便无法转移。
用一秒钟爱上一个人，然后再付出一生去忘记，水瓶座就是这样的试验品。
但几乎所有的水瓶都会否认在自己的身上发生一见钟情，因为一向自视清高，承认爱上一个人这钟事似乎是在侮辱自己的智商。


更多的时候是因为，连自己都没发现已经爱上。水瓶座很多时候对于感情反应非常迟钝，迟钝到每次都是最后的知情者。有时容易出现弄不清自己的感觉，不清楚自己想做什么，觉得迷惘。


在对方没有非常明确地表示感情时会退怯，觉得爱情是两厢情愿，不想勉强对方。
显得很被动，忽冷忽热，犹豫不决，极其矛盾。在没有完全确定前，决不轻易付出感情，因为怕失去。也许是缺乏安全感，也许是对自己的保护，也可以算作是一种自私。
一般水瓶座的好朋友都是经过很长世间的考察的，不仅仅是几年，而是十几年。一旦被水瓶座当作好朋友的，会赴汤蹈火掏心掏肺。
在公车上，街边，商场，水瓶老是认错人。在茫茫人海中，始终在寻找一个熟悉的身影，直到产生幻觉。


这一刻，水瓶座突然很想痛哭流涕，因为突然发现自己几近疯狂的爱上一个人，失去了理智，失去了自我。这种突如其来的感觉，很恐惧，很无助。
水瓶座不喜欢这种感觉，因为不知该如何面对。要让水瓶座主动去追逐，是件异常困难的事，在水瓶座的世界里无法承受拒绝，就是这么脆弱，无论表面上看来是多么的坚强。
水瓶座在人前总是一幅无忧无虑没心没肝的样子，不想别人看见自己的悲伤，那样会有不安全的感觉，总是在无人的地方暗自落泪。


算了，还是放在心里吧。既不用尴尬的表白然后遭到拒绝，又不会相爱容易相处难的惨烈分手。这样很好，没人看出来，不至于太没面子。可以继续貌似潇洒。
但是，不同了。尽管水瓶座装着多么不在乎，看都不看一眼。可是对方说的每句话都从耳朵进去，没见出来。对方提的任何过分的要求，水瓶座统统照单全收精心尽力，决对不会有半个不字。完全成为一个爱情的奴隶，脸上还装酷无表情，整个死要面子活受罪。


这 种情况下，如果对方使点阴谋诡计，刻意疏远避而不见或是视而不见，电话不接或是哼哈敷衍等等，水瓶会给整疯了，开始会想是什么自己地方做错了，说错话了， 然后拉下面子主动讨好试探。不用多，碰壁两次，水瓶座就会有自知之明了，不会再去想是为什么会这样，也不想知道了。心里会想，原来是对方讨厌自己，不想见 到自己。明白之后，就是绝对的安静了。
这还没完，过了一段日子。对方如果突然又改变态度，水瓶座竟然能既往不咎问也不问，殷勤依旧，完全没有尊严可谈。只要能和对方开心的在一起，过去不重要，未来也不重要，面子不重要，金钱不重要，时间不重要，自己也不重要。
天平失衡，感情重重的压在心底，自己却飘在了半空。太在乎对方，迷失了自我，幸福也变得虚无。


自己都不爱，谁还会珍惜。
水瓶座一旦付出，便是彻底，不可收回。
感情投入的越多越是伤的重。
最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过，只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力，把自己想得太坚强，而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道，受伤的其实是自己，只是不知道如何表现出来。
爱，这个字对水瓶座来说，太沉重珍贵了，无法用语言诠释。一旦说出口，犹如远古的文物，被发掘出土暴露于空气中，变得面目全非，失去本来的价值。
所以，不轻易说。


只需一次，水瓶座便把一生的精力耗尽，只因执著，便落得伤痕累累。那段感情如强酸腐蚀着那颗麻木的心，穿了一个洞，再也无法弥补。时间是世界上最有力的矬子，把空洞的毛边渐渐抚平，不再搁人。每当寒风吹过，犹闻隐约凄凉的萧萧声，似挽歌。
只需一次，水瓶座便不再幻想，于是狠狠将自己摔碎，拒绝熔化拼凑。因为怕熔了记忆，怕熔了那个远远的背影，怕熔了自己千年的期盼。
之后，水瓶座依然谈笑风生，依然开朗豁达，继续着一段接一段的新感情，重复着一切，因为无法承受寂寞。


人们都说水瓶花心，见一个爱一个，水瓶座会哈哈一笑，说“哪有？冤啊！”。其实心里在滴着血，脸上却得笑的灿烂，安慰自己“我是谁啊！哪会那么弱呢！”
有人说水瓶座太冷酷太自私，自以为了不起。可是谁又了解，水瓶座的心，容量很小，只能有一个，且不具修改性。除了那个人，其他所有自动归为一种程序。


因为无法虚伪，所以甜言蜜语都吝啬给予。因为天真，所以至死之前仍在等待。因为没有勇气，所以眼睁睁放手真爱无能为力。
当看到一个瓶子在疯狂地快乐或悲伤时，请千万不要被迷惑，水瓶总是不由自主地交错操纵着快乐与悲伤。其实并不像看到的那么快乐，同样的，也不像看到的那么悲伤。只是悲伤时，喜欢带上快乐的面具，而当水瓶快乐时，悲伤又不肯轻易放过。
只有真正懂得水瓶座的人，才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤，才能明白是什么让水瓶如此的义无反顾，是什么让水瓶变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定，才能体会水瓶的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。


星相上说，水瓶座往往不被所爱的人珍惜。我想，是为什么呢？也许答案就在心中，只是水瓶座的本性不愿承认而已。
水瓶座除了需要一个深爱自己包容一切的人以外，还需要一个心理医生,这样的瓶子,让人心疼,要懂得放过自己啊.

haha...true or false?(plz comment)

　　水瓶座懒鬼恋人

　　懒惰指数：★★★★★

　　浑然天成的懒散性格。

　　懒惰模式：

水瓶座的人有着天生懒惰的血液，只要事情不急迫，他一定会用最慢的速度来做。尤其在你最忙碌时，他们却还是老神在在，最好培养一下你的好脾气以免生气吧！

　　治懒妙招：如果你要敦促他做一件事，可能你说上一年都已经疲累不堪了，他却还是没有把事情做到，所以建议你还是直接放弃，让他过他自己喜欢的生活步调吧！

　　治懒克星：金牛座的温吞念叨。

dream will come true^^

Nothing to say but i feel my dream will come true soon
I'm trying and i keep tough for my dream
my dream ain't millionaire or billionaire but just doing what i like and want
my dream is: simple, something that make my smile keep on forever

Thanks,
qarz^^

Why? I write songs!?

I write songs cause songs just like my diary,
my diary is song
Don't wonder why again and please comment my song

Thanks,
qarz^^

We're a song

I'm playing my piano when I'm waiting you
You're done and try to wink at me
This is cute
The guitar I'm picking
The melody that playing
match with your lyrics
just like when we met we the best match
oh~we just like a song

When you laugh I'd take your expression down
You lock yourself when we quarrel
I like everything you do
I need you to stay alive
so don't ever ask me who I love again
cause

I'm yours always and forever
I'll never let you go
I don't want to regret
You always by my side
though you're not
we need to be together
oh~we a song

Hey, didn't I warn you not to tell anyone about us
but you're so sweet
Their gossip in to my ears
make me think about you more
ooh~

I wanna run to your house
hug you against the door
kiss you when you didn't notice
I'd close my eyes
I trust that we can sing a perfect rhythm together

I call you on phone
My heartbeat I can't control
Do you know how important is you for me
On the street take off the sunglasses
Radio playing our song

oh~ooh~mm~

You changes topic to know my little secret
I love you this ain't a secret
You should know it earlier
But I still wanna mention
that you haven't tell me something I wanna hear

You footprints on the staircase I keep counting
Counting for cause I wanna record everything that happen
between us
Our voice were recorded
Oh~ we're a song

Thanks,
qarz^^

our love need freedom

Your face on my mind
I thought you're cool
but you're crazy

I can't figure you out with these naked eyes
You are who you are and I am who I am
but we're just same
then I almost fainted on you with your smile

*You're Taurus I'm Aquarius
They say we're match but we might break up
Isn't it's true but we just don't wanna face this
yes I'm so in love, so in love with you*

'Hey, are you free right now?'
I ask him hopefully
but he reply me 'No' and hang my call
Hey why you're not brave enough
Can't you feel this is awkward
Whatever as long as you like it
It's fine cause

*~*

You're Taurus I'm Aquarius
We use to be prince and princess
but you're not enjoy this character
or you think I'm so cheap
chase after you, baby~
so why you accept me when I chase you
oh~ooh~

You tell me 'I love you' when I learned forget you
I'm escaping from your life
I understand I still love you
can never be pause
Interacting me is you
everything of you

I shall have a lesson
That Taurus and Aquarius won't have a sweet ending
it's happy cause at last i get my freedom

Written by,
Qarz, the owner of this blog,

Thanks,
qarz^^

十二星座注定被甩的机率有多高

被甩机率10：

双鱼座

／‘软性的方式，先下手为强’，这个当然是比较聪明的双鱼，双鱼座擅长以退以为进，还有一点就是她会 先忍耐，所以为什么被甩的机会不高，因为她会先委屈求全，在一段感情里面，先改变自己先配合对方，到最后实在是不行的时候或者他觉得无望了，其实双鱼座个 性也很强的，所以实在不行的时候，她就先离开。

被甩机率20：

处女座

／从一而终又死心塌地’，也没有让人有机会甩掉他，因为其实处女座的人，你也不容易打进他的心里，不容易跟他交往，所以只要是吸住他就不会放，因 为对方也是他千挑万选出来的，所以他怎么会放过，相对的在很多条件上应该是各方面都很MUCH，要不行的话处女座早就先走了，她跟你在一起就是想要嫁给 你，所以他也会很委屈求全，可是他是不考虑离开的，是跟你硬碰硬，如果他改变不了你，那他就改变他自己，然后改变不了自己就改变你，他就是非要在你们两个 之间想出一个方法来。

魔羯座

／除非处于弱势，否则会用计让对方离去，因为通常是他先不感兴趣，先发制人，然后他也比对方冷却的快 一点，所以通常是他来思考，要怎么样离开这一段感情，而不是人家受不了的离开，通常别人没有他那么的容易凉下来，这是魔羯座的胜算的地方，但是相对的，人 家也会觉得他比较无情一些，他会用计谋让对方离去，所以在他的世界里，也没有甩和不甩，只有愈来愈像朋友这件事情而已。

被甩机率30：

水瓶座

／水瓶是没有甩不甩，只有渐行渐远变朋友，所以水瓶座的人很聪明，他们只有两种情况，一个就是被辜负 被劈腿，因为水瓶座不太管对方，给对方很大的自由和空间，尤其是女生稍微给对方太大的空间，结果男生万一偷吃的话，她都是最后一个知道，或知道的时候她就 问自己能不能忍，所以基本上给这么大自由的女生，是不容易被男生甩掉的，如果水瓶座的女生，看起来又很大气，又很会持家又很贤慧，对男生来说把你留着我在 外面玩也不错，所以他们的分手方式都是慢慢的变朋友，而没有那种很激烈的甩不甩。

被甩机率40：

天蝎座

／硬要抢先对方一步提分手，就是不要输，而天蝎座不想输的原因，就是因为不想要弱掉，而且天蝎如果真 的被甩了，他一定会死求活求把对方求回来，然后再甩，求回来就是为了要把他甩掉，所以天蝎座他的好胜心太强了，他如果觉得苗头不对，一定会先提分手，而丑 话都讲在前面，而且都会讲得很难听，然后就是气势上一定要赢过你，虽然摆明了是他很可怜，但是气势上赢过你。

被甩机率50：

双子座

／不够专心又不够用心，等于逼人家甩他，其实双子不太可能会被人家甩，就是照理说他的性格很迷人，他 又很聪明，那如果会被甩的话，就是他不够用心又不够专心，可是把重心放在事业上，也可能是乱放，其实双子座很重感情，但是他表现出来不是那么一回事，尤其 是年纪轻的双子，看到什么都很感兴趣，有陌生人来搭讪，也给对方一点空间和机会，所以对他的另外一半来说，那真的是不太能够忍受，他觉得你要有分寸，所以 双子如果会被甩，是对方太没有安全感的关系。

被甩机率60：

巨蟹座

／巨蟹是没有安全感让人压力大，他要安全感的方式就很多种，有的可能是夺命连环CALL，有的人可能 是金钱方面，所以很多巨蟹座会让另外一半，说没有结婚打算的，或没有那么想定下来的，或觉得太黏很可怕的，就想甩掉她，所以巨蟹常常就是为什么我爱你这么 深，你反而要把我甩掉，这个被甩是来自于本身太没有安全感了。

金牛座

／‘一成不变又固执，标准的大男人或大女人’，当然对于一些喜欢稳定的人来说，会觉得金牛座给他一种很安全很稳定的感觉，可是对于喜欢求变化或者是觉得谈恋爱要有一点花样有一点乐趣的人来说，如果遇到金星金牛就真的会很受不了了。

射手座

／‘太粗心大意导致一切生变’，被甩机率很高，譬如说对方已经在暗示你了，射手座还是以为，总是活在 自己的世界里，还有很多射手座的人很粗心大意，譬如说他认定了，跟对方之间的感情很坚固，那对方就算有一些蛛丝马迹，他觉得怪怪的，但是他会觉得说是自己 想太多，那反而很多事情等到他发现的时候，就是对方跟他说分手时，只剩下射手座很错愕。

被甩机率70：

狮子座

／‘个性直又任性霸道’如果会被甩一定是因为脾气缘故，有时候脾气比较大，比较直说话也比较大声，狮 子座其实是一个有自信的时候会非常的光鲜，非常的能够CONTROL，可是他如果稍微对这件事情，没有什么信心的时候，很多狮子座会开始消极起来，然后呈 现放弃状态，他就不太努力，然后还有一点就是个性很直，有的狮子座就是属于那一种没的商量的，自己想怎样就怎样，然后其实他心里很想跟对方妥协，可是表面 上他还是不会让步，以致于人家会觉得很难沟通。

天秤座

／‘无聊的工作狂，个性又古怪’，天秤座的外表，会以为他很有情趣，但他其实很无聊，他其实很无趣，就是没有想法到了一个极致，然后个性又很古怪。

牡羊座

／要不然就是自己太一厢情愿，要不然就是太常忽略对方，这两种都是牡羊座会被甩的原因，他可能自己一 厢情愿，就是属于那一种，他认为他在跟你谈恋爱，他喜欢你他就追在你旁边，然后最后发现说，你怎么会有女朋友或你已经有男朋友了，他自己就很受伤觉得自己 被甩了，所以他常常这样一厢情愿的产生误会，那第二种状况就是，他太常忽略对方了，自己的家人宠物什么都比另一半来的重要，另外一半当然就会有不平衡的感 觉，而决定离开他。

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搞定金牛最需要考虑的东西就是三个：时间，金钱，性。

　　先别惊讶，我说的三个东西不是普通的理解。

　　先说时间：就是说要有足够的耐心，不能指望一天之内让牛就激情澎湃。只有慢慢

的来，才能长久的，并且是踏实的控制一头牛，这样得到的牛，哪怕你出国一年，只要是你经常电话问候，让他知道你们是互相关心的，你根本就不用担心谁会来加塞，牛如果承诺负责，是一点瑕疵都不会有的。

　　其次金钱：牛不是爱钱，牛专注的是钱的去处本身。理解吗？如果他觉得值得，愿意，他会把所有的都拿出来，而不会给自己保留。但是前提是一定他愿意。有人会说，废话，每个人都会这样。那么可能还是不太理解我的意图。因为也许别的

星座会 浪漫等等其它方式，但是牛就是类似一个开杂货铺的，他要是觉得你好，他会把所有的东西都展现给你，要是觉得你不好，估计他的门你都进不去。所以，当跟牛在 一起的时候，一定不要主动跟他借钱，不要向他在物质上超过本阶段感情基础的索取什么，或者其它类似的事情，如果真的情况所逼，借了，一定要按时，最好是提 早归还。要不然就着一点，牛就会跟你心理上疏离很远。这个事情同样适用对牛所有的承诺。

　　第三：性。这个性不是去色诱。而是说牛喜欢身体接触，当你喜欢牛的时候，要用挽胳膊，拍肩膀，等等这类小动作去吸引他。而当两个人在私人空间的时候，牛是非常喜欢拥抱的。

　　上面是三个主要因素。

　　但是至于说其它的，比如让牛喝醉再表白之类的。我以我的年纪发誓，我这辈子就喝醉过 一次，属于神志不清的那种。但是那是跟哥们。其它情况下，可以说喝高过，但是如果你让我当时工作，我也可以做得很好。因此，如果一个牛说他喝醉了，跟你表 白是不算数的，你别相信，那是他不好意思了，只要他表白过，你就大胆的去追吧。牛是出名的负责任。

　　另外，牛喜欢漂亮，没有办法，这个漂亮不是仅仅是外表，而是内涵性的漂亮，审美类型 的漂亮。你要是个叛逆性格的，我估计长久的可能不会太大，这个时候牛对异形的好奇，和对性的占有欲更多罢了。所以，如果你想跟牛长久在一起，别用外表的另 类出众来吸引眼球。还是老实的装扮，得体的行为更好。

　　最后给牛说一句，水瓶最好不要碰。因为在上述三个问题上，水瓶全部相反。

　　水瓶喜欢一见钟情，感觉不对了，立即离开。水瓶对承诺，金钱根本没有概念。水瓶根本就没有两性观念，出名的博爱。

　　但是水瓶和牛是致命吸引，因为是两个不同的世界，因此，可以看到经常有这个方面的帖子。只是你跟踪一下，哪个是最终有好结果的？一旦投入感情，最终伤心的一定是牛，而如果牛脾气起来，而做出不理智的事情，会有很可怕的事情发生的，而这个时候水瓶受伤就不是仅仅伤心了。

If there is love...

Breathless, they tell me I'm wrong
Write down the lyrics
With hope I, do anything to success
But they still says my songs not logic

They're my best friend
but they makes me hopeless
I know they're good and they want me to be better
I know everything of them cuz I trust them~

I bet we miscommunication
and I shut their phone down cuz
I think they already lame with me cuz
They don't look happy with me
They feels better with other one
I'm acceptable
but not the best in them
I want them to feel free with me

"I don't think you doing this greatly", they says
No comment cuz i dun wan them to noe my weakness
we're not noe each other so much
but i noe they ain't hate me
just can't give out our heart when they're with me

Aries say I'm too crazy, Taurus make me trust them,
Gemini make joke of me, Cancer say I'm too rebel,
Leo ignore me, Virgo just laugh at me

Speechless, when they shoots me an arrow by their words
base on my mind, there's still them the 1st
but they don't want it with a reason of
"it's too heavy for me"
I couldn't stay out of this word every night
even it's simple
I thought they might keeps her promise cause they lie
but they don't want to lie
They're too pure
I can't stay here anymore

Libra comment me, Scorpio speechless with me,
Sagittarius like me hate me, Capricorn always have fight with me,
Aquarius is me but my friends thinks I'm useless, Pisces think I'm liar

Which side should I go
since they want me to move on
I think no one love this kinda girl
too different to them

Thanks,
qarz^^

没有爱情的瓶子是完美的

面对爱情，瓶子一贯被指为“杀手”，瓶子的花心，瓶子的任性，瓶子的疯狂，甚至是“滥情”。可是很想跟所有的瓶子说：离开爱情吧，没有爱情的瓶子是多完美，爱情只会把脆弱的瓶子打碎。

　　自己是个瓶子，曾经爱上一个同是瓶子的男孩。也许按星座书上说，我们该是绝配，毕竟只有自己才能理解自己。可是最后我们都选择了把对方做为一个好朋友。也许，这样的结局才是最好的。

　　一样的花心，玩弄感情，一样的孤芳自赏，高不可攀，一样坚强到失恋之后马上可以找到“新欢”。可是，只有我们自己知道，不是的，一切都不是这样的。

　　曾经爱了，所以不敢再去爱，怕受伤，因为斑驳的自己再也经不起任何伤害。这样的瓶子其实是胆怯的。甚至懦弱到害怕自己的感情会伤害到他人，于是小心翼翼的收起一点点冲动，让它归于虚无。

　　有的时候甚至连告白也没有勇气，因为被拒绝了便连朋友也没得做了，那么，便安心的做最好的朋友吧。

　　相信瓶子都有为了友情牺牲爱情的经历，因为“做兄弟，有今生没来世”，于是潇洒地跟自己说，朋友如手足，爱情如衣服。

　　千方百计的接近一个人，努力的了解他/她喜欢什么、讨厌什么，明目张胆的邀请他/她去约会……一切的一切都是为了朋友，倘若是自己，断不肯如此 的。看着朋友终于如愿以偿、成双成对的背影，也许瓶子的心里在悄悄的流泪：毕竟，那个心爱的人是自己亲手送到朋友身边的，他/她甚至连自己的喜欢都来不及 听到。然而，这就是瓶子，博爱、义气的瓶子。终于还是擦干了眼泪，自嘲的说：没关系，也许他/她本来就对我没意思，幸福才是最重要的。

　　每一个瓶子的恋爱经历大约都可以写成一部悲剧小说，好像一味付出，却不被珍惜是瓶子的一贯遭遇。当然了，谁会相信一个永远微笑着、坚强着、花心着的瓶子也会受伤？

　　和瓶子恋爱的人都觉得痛苦，因为瓶子是那么忽冷忽热，捉摸不定。事实上那是因为瓶子太介意对方的感受，他/她不肯做任何让另一半不喜欢的事。那 么如履薄冰的呵护着一份感情，也许你只是沉默，在瓶子看来就是一种已经厌倦了的信号。所以瓶子会干脆的说：放手吧，我不会拴着你。

　　瓶子并不伟大，只是因为自己无休止的痛苦着，所以希望他人可以多一点幸福。而自由的瓶子注定了不会按牌理出牌，在其他星座苦苦纠缠、努力挽留的时候，瓶子选择放手，因为瓶子相信勉强来的不是爱情，更没有幸福。而自己幸不幸福不重要，只要他/她爱着的你幸福就够了。

　　这样卑微、怯懦、敏感的瓶子，实在是不该涉足爱情。永远站在远处眺望，你会觉得他/她是一个最好的朋友，最完美的存在。聪明、善良、理智、认真，尽管是用面具堆砌起来的假象，也许无喜，但总是无悲的。

　　不是说其他的星座如何不好，只是也许瓶子真的不适合爱情。因为所以的瓶子都会发现痛苦、幸福都是自己搞出来的。没有勇气去询问、商量，瓶子总是 自己就做了决定。用蚕茧包裹起来的瓶子是没人能够理解的，即使是瓶子自己，也不愿去触碰内心里最真实的那一个角落。隔着厚厚的瓶壁，没有人知道里面盛装着 什么。

　　因为不懂，所以瓶子总是被指责，总是不被珍惜。而自己也在爱情里被自己折磨的心神俱碎。

　　俗话说“十指连心”，所以身体上感觉最痛的是十个手指。换言之，最痛的还是心痛。而风相星座的瓶子注定了徘徊在“爱与痛的边缘”。

Great passage^.^

白羊座——并不是每个人都象星座书上说的那么活泼，但是有一点可以肯定的是，如果他们中的某位出于爱的目的盯上了你，其爱的热情与浓度足够使你的人融化上 几回——当然，能否融化的了你的心，我持保留态度。一句话，就要看你们俩的缘分了。总之，我是抵住过他们盛气凌人的攻势，没有被融化掉。当然，不必担心他 们会在背后骂骂咧咧，放心，他们等待的耐心绝对比你忍受的耐心有限，如果你可以象我一样的坚定。只要新的亮点出现，你在他们的思维中就已经成为过去时了。

金 牛座——接触过几个金牛座的男生，印象不算太好，到也坏不到哪去。反正沉闷是肯定的了，就算有些刻意的在脸颊上摁出两个酒窝来，稍不经意间，你依然能感觉 的到他骨子里的那种郁闷与单调。当然，如果他们对你用了心，到也是件享福的事。你的大小节日他都牢记外，礼物更是不断——当然都是自制的（我觉得以此就定 性他们发自内心的热爱手工劳动绝对的欠缺说服力，所以呢，私下里我还是认为他们是嫌花钱不值，不舍得银子罢了）。金牛座好吃不假，但是否懒做，暂时还没有 绝对的一手材料加以证实，所以暂时空缺。当然，我觉得他们中的某些人，对于美的看法还是有自己的独特见解的。当然了，请千万不要忽略我行文中的限定词“他 们中的某些人”，否则将造成整体含义上的扭曲。这就好比，如果你和颜悦色地说W热爱MM，他一定举双手反对；可如果你想表达的是W只爱漂亮MM，即使气急 败坏地说，他到也能坦然接受。难道不是吗？不只是两个汉字的差别，更是W爱情观的差别呢！

双子座——至少我对男生的印象不坏，都很谈的 来。不管是朋友，同学，情侣，兄长，再多变的角色他们也应付的来，而且在相互的转化中不着痕迹，做的极其自然。我很喜欢他们这种跟的上思维，而且我们可以 互相忍受彼此迸发出的莫名其妙，而不觉得突兀。虽然在大多数时间里，水瓶和双子都处于正常的频率，但偶尔小小的一次出轨或者不循规蹈矩，也不至于给对方带 来不瞪大了眼睛不足以表示出的惊讶，这点让我很受用，大有“星座遇知音”的妙感。

巨蟹座——身旁一男一女两位巨蟹座的朋友，足以让我弥 补了没有兄弟姐妹的缺憾。男的是我的同学，一个好友，半个死党，1/4个兄长，1/8个情人，而且随着时间的推移，我们之间亲人的感觉越来越重，友情的比 重逐步缩小，爱情的感觉再也嗅不到。我们偶尔争吵，很快又和好——原因嘛，现在越来越好解释了。亲人之间还有隔夜仇？女的和我经常争吵，用她的话说，我们 俩的命造是“水火不容”。我承认性格之间很有差异，但是延续了和巨蟹男的稳定，我和此女之间吵的再凶也决不记仇（当然，巨蟹座可是爱记仇的人，但是我对仇 恨忘的很快），下一次通话或见面时又亲如姐妹。原因嘛，还是很好解释的，亲人之间还有隔夜仇？

狮子座——打到这个星座时，我只恨悄悄流 下的口水不能让你看到，不足以表达我对这个星座的仰慕。这是我非常想嫁的一个星座，好向往……当然，令人扫兴的是，也碰上过几个狮子中的“败类”，稍稍降 低了一些我对于本星座的爱慕之情。但是，我却依然固执的认为曾经的两个狮子座给我留下的良好印象足以磨灭掉那些不三不四的东西们曾经在我的记忆中留下的厌 恶感。首先是一个男孩，一个数年来一直对我关照、爱慕却从不表达的男孩。他的品格很正直，宽容，为人仗义，胆大心细。其实应该还有很多的优点了，只是我从 来都不曾仔细的去观察过他，考虑过他，以至于他除了给我留下了一个很好的印象外，就再无其他回忆了。当然，这是我的错。事隔多年，当我们再见面时，他依然 给予了我一种温暖和体贴，让我很窝心。千万不要问我既然如此，为什么我们俩不能走到一起。如果我说没有触电的感觉还不足以把你说服的话，那就请允许我用那 个最老套的说辞来解释这错过的一切——没有恋爱的缘分吧。另一个女孩，是我的同学，并无过深的交往。但从她的身上，我能感觉到最客观的狮子座——自信，大 度，成熟。

处女座——对于处女座来说，他们应该庆幸我的文章写在了今天。如果在去年甚至几个月以前，我对处女座的印象还是反胃的很。刻 板，冷漠，多疑，自私，小气，极度的吹毛求疵，等等尖锐的缺点使我趋之若骛。但随着W的转变，F的出现，这些印象就开始慢慢的转变了。我忽然象开了窍似的 发现，原来处女座是非常安全的星座。这里的安全，不仅指相对于危险的那种安全，更指代心理上的一种安全感。他们敏感，细心，严谨又客观，言谈中充满理性的 味道。他们的做派迎合了我对于细水长流之境界的向往。“再平淡的事，如果可以坚持一百年，那么它就是个经典。”深刻的接触了处女座后，我对于这句话有了更 深刻的理解。处女座，应该说，有成为经典的潜质。

天平座——最爱这个星座了！这是我最想嫁的星座之二。但偏偏令人郁闷的是，众多天平座 的优秀青年都早早成婚，留下了黯然神伤的我。还是恨WORD格式的单调，以至于我此时无比哀怨的眼神你却看不到！虽然还有某些未婚的天平座男士潜伏在我的 周围，但情况却不大令人满意。我除了越来越多的发现他身上的那些缺点外，总是感觉提不起精神。以前的优雅、细腻、幽默都没有了，只留下粗俗、懒惰、毫无信 用等“特点”令我地慢慢回味。当然，这种小小的挫折，决不会磨灭我对于爱情的向往，美好的追求。我的信仰是：太阳每天都是新的，天平座——总有一款适合 我！

天蝎座——如果说，流过的口水，哀怨的眼神你都可以视而不见的话，但这一次，谈到天蝎座时我内心的恐惧感却真的很想让你知道。因 为，我不知道用什么正确的语言才能表达出我对于天蝎座的那种怕到骨子里的恐惧。我经常在想，是不是因为季节的原因，所以出生在天蝎座的人特别的多。所以， 我经常暗自鼓励自己，排除万难，也不要把亲爱的BB生在11月。对，就是天蝎座！我不愿活在天蝎座的阴影中，那样会使我发狂的。当然，这知道这样的说法会 得罪很大一批的天蝎同胞，当然，我也知道很多天蝎座的朋友拥有一颗善良的心。但是，我很庆幸在行文之前已经为自己讨了一块免死金牌，所以请允许我谈出自己 最真实的看法。当然，如果你一定要怪罪的话，那就去怪C吧！正是这个家伙，为我套上了天蝎座的紧箍咒，让我从此对天蝎座开始了老鼠见到猫似的恐慌。

射 手座——我不想说这个星座什么坏话，虽然他们曾经伤过我的心。但我知道他们的本性是乐天的，善良的，直到今天我仍愿意相信以前的不愉快都是一场误会。是 的，就是误会，只是误会！如果射手座的男子不是那么多情的话，那么恋爱一定很快乐；如果射手座的女子不是那么执着的话，那么很多的伤心就无从入侵了。

山 羊座——这也是我印象不怎么好的一个星座，虽然对他们也谈不到反感。但感觉上总是格格不入的，我们之间两个世界——到是彼此间相对真实的写照。其实真的没 有什么恨，至多是不了解吧，而且也不愿意去了解。你想啊，外星人对我们来说遥远而陌生吧，更谈不上什么了解。你会恨他们吗？当然不会了，两个星球的人嘛 ——我对山羊座也是这种近乎于外星人似的尊重与远离。敬而远之，这话不错。说真的，除了尊重他们的生活方式，我的脑海中还真的没有太多的空间留给他们。

水 瓶座——请允许我，请允许我用最为夸张最为献媚的词藻衷心地赞美这个我出生的星座。感谢亲爱的妈妈把我生在了水瓶座，我为之而自豪。白羊的天真，金牛的稳 重，双子的机智，巨蟹的体贴，狮子的自信，处女的严谨，天平的优雅，天蝎的执着，射手的活泼，山羊的冷静，双鱼的温柔……你想要的水瓶都可以帮你实现，有 的在梦里，有的在话里，有的在行动里。总之，这是一个甘愿为你创造奇迹的星座，当然也为自己。这是一个能够为你创造奇迹的星座，当然更为自己！

双 鱼座——即使隔了一个世纪，即使隔了万水千山，你也能不由自主的感觉到他们不经意间散发出的温柔气息。不论男女，都拥有那么一种多情的特质。其实温柔挺好 的，但遗憾的是，大多数双鱼常把温柔用过了头，就象一块正在融化中的奶糖，不仅容易腐蚀牙齿，而且如果不小心把糖汁沾到衣服上的话，不仅仅是粘，也许还毁 了衣服，坏了你的心情。喜欢糖果，是为了体味甜蜜的感觉；喜欢温柔，是为了享受恰倒好处的温存。如果糖果毁坏了衣服，温柔变成了包袱，你还会坦然接受吗？

It's true cuz my dream is to be a songs writer or a musicians!!!

Ａ型水瓶座

　　1月21日～2月18日

　　性格及气质

　　在星座与血型的配合上，以A型及水瓶座的搭配最为极端，所以你的性格成了强烈的对比，日常生活的各种现象，都显露出互相矛盾和不协调的一面，是兼有两种极端性格的一种类型。

　　水瓶座的你，极不欣赏平淡无奇的思想，对于声望及地位的期望也不高，喜好如春风般自由自在的生活。你的行动基本在于求新的精神，天生便具有合理 化的思考方式，甚具科学家特征。而A型的特征却与水瓶座相反，思想古板且墨守成规，完全过着遵照社会规范的生活，不轻易突破现状，重视沟通，是合群守法的 典范。兼有这两种特质的A型水瓶座，一般对你的看法是缺乏联贯性，难以理解。有时你虽持有独特的见解及思想，但是在行动上却无法突破，依然照着旧步调走。 有时则选择了安全的路线，却又突然改变了想法，这种种的迹象表示此型的你，在思想及行为上极不协调，呈现两极分化的发展。

　　你拥有水瓶座潜在的顽固性，但平日不易表露出来，你外表给人的感觉是柔和、舒畅。而你A型水瓶座的配合使你具有总代表客观的观察力，积极的求知 欲，坚定的意志力及正确的判断力。而你具有刚正不阿的个性，极为厌恶逢迎阿谀的小人，具有公正无私的一面，而且除了关心周围的一切之外，还懂得关怀大众。 你最大的缺点，就是过于重视理想，可能会被误认为是个缺乏情感，冷酷的人，因为过分冷静及理智，重视知性及才能的个性，使你很容易成为轻视平凡的人，这对 于你的人际关系来说影响甚大。你的优点及缺点差距很大，如果能加强好的一面，你知性的自由作风将可获得很大的奖赏，同时赢得众多的友谊，可使人际更为良 好。

　　你对爱充满了幻想，这也是水瓶座的你一个永远不变的梦。发挥博爱精神及追求美好的事物，正是你生存的最大目标。

　　忠告：如果过于理想化，容易产生迷惑，现实的一切与生活息息相关，也是不容忽视的一环。

　　爱与性的倾向

　　你是追永恒爱情的专一者，你将男女关看得既神圣又是纯洁，绝非是由爱转恨的激情者，也非一个受感官刺激所俘虏的享乐者。对于爱情，你是天生的冷 静派，由于慧眼独具，能透视潜伏在爱情之中的利己主义及独占欲，所以你绝不轻言爱情。你对人类一视同仁的态度，反映在爱情上也是如此。你的恋爱过程，通常 是由友情逐渐发展成爱情，很少有被对方所虏掠。或被迷惑的情况发生。对于不纯净的感情，你也不屑于接受。即使是在谈恋爱，你所谈论的话题，也不超出人生、 宗教、学问之类的单纯内容，很少牵涉到儿女私情，或做出过火的举动。把恋爱看得如此淡薄的你，一旦找到发自内心相爱的对象，你会付以人间最深厚的感情及体 贴去关怀你所爱的人，成为一个包容对方的理想伴侣。但你仍极厌恶思想或行动受到异性的束缚，只要对方有干涉自己的行动，便显得怏怏不乐，在旁观者看来，你 近乎霸道，甚至无情。但这只是你任性的一面，其实，你渴望获得尊重个人行为的爱情，而不是随时随地地紧逼盯人式的爱情，为自己带来无形的束缚。

　　在性方面，虽没有随便的作风，但你也不会以传统的眼光来看它，在你的想法里，性是自由的，所以也不会反对同性恋是标准的性解放主义者。然而，你 绝不会按照想法去行事，思想归思想，做与不做则是另外一回事，思想的开放，并不代表行为的开放。你对性的欲望也很淡薄，绝不会被肉体的欲望的所俘虏。虽然 你并不反对适度的性行为，但绝不会跟一个自己不爱的人发生关系，更不赞成牵扯不清的畸恋，或只以官能的满足为目的的性行为。在生活方面，你极重美感及品 味。由于你的自我意识较强，在性行为的过程中也会因为一时的情绪变化，态度随之冷淡下来，而引起对方的不满。因此，你有时必须放弃知性及品味的束缚，才能 尽兴。

　　忠告：改掉你的任性与霸道，偶尔撒娇一下，可以增添恋爱的情趣。

　　婚姻及家庭

　　在你的观念中，婚姻是在男女双方自由意志下，彼此情投意合，为了共同生活，所举行的一项公开仪式，而在许多结婚方式中，一般人都是遵循传统的方 式举行婚礼，尽管你非常想往不拘形式的结婚方式，但你多半依照传统的方式举行婚礼。毕竟结婚是终身大事，想要跳脱形式，自创一格尝试新的作风，可是需要莫 大的勇气。因此尽管你仍认为自由自在的婚姻较好，甚至认为夫妻不必同床共枕，分居的状态反而较能保持婚姻的和谐。但是，你在追求个人自由的过程中，也会考 虑周围的情况，行为不致跟现实生活差距太大，最后达成妥协。

　　对A型水瓶座的你来说，随时站在对方的立场，以明朗的态度，彼此激励的伴侣，将是你理想的对象。夫妻关系表面上看起来十分平淡，即使有怀疑或嫉 妒心，也不会显露出来。对你而言，只要能找到具有共同婚姻观及人生观的好伴侣，便可维持稳固的家庭。需彼此的性格相配合，才能成为善解人意的好丈夫或好妻 子。对子女来说，也将成为凡事好商量，值得信赖的父母。你和家人最理想的关系，就是如朋友般的感情，但又能维持家庭的秩序，因此，你通常不会摆出一家之主 的架子。女性会进入社会工作，男性则经常帮忙家务，互相努力，彼此分担，即可维持实至名归，自由而平等的家庭生活。家庭发生问题时，抱着宽大的胸襟，去原 谅犯错的那一方，希望能大事化小，小事化无，和平地解决，你纵然有外遇之类的事情，那也只是朋友的程度而已，不会危及到家庭的和谐。最后离婚的原因，并非 真正做了不可原谅的事，而是因周围的压力所造成。

　　忠告：切莫因已到适婚年龄而草率结婚，否则最后走上失败之途，记住宁缺勿滥的原则，才能拥有幸福可言。

　　事业与成功

　　兼具丰富才能与向上心的你，只要从事适合的工作，便可望成为该行业的佼佼者。你在社会生活中，重视精神感觉更甚于物质欲望。对于工作，也认为是 发挥知识及创造天赋的场所，更有甚于赚钱的手段。适合你的工作，首选是科学家、发明家、技术人员，此外，作曲家、作家、设计家、摄影家等也能建立一片独创 的天地。而超过现实生活领域的工作，如天文学家、心理学爱等，也可发挥所长，而跟航空事业及传播事业相关的工作，也很有发展的空间。

　　管理严格的大型企业，或官僚主义盛行的职业场所，则不适合你这种爱好自由，不受拘束的性格，如此便会英雄无用武之地。机械性的单纯作业或重复性 的工作，绝对无法持续长久。水瓶座的你，具备了各方面的才能，在任何环境中都能很快的适应，但你仍应选择适合自己才干及兴趣的工作为宜。

　　忠告：除了职业的种类之外，职业的环境也很重要。

　　金钱及财运

　　你比较重视精神方面的事情，物质欲望则较淡薄。因此，你不会过分执着钱财，天生便具有不想成为大富翁的倾向。虽然你赚钱的能力高人一筹，但因为 天生便有一种观念，那就是只要能维持起码生活就可以了。因此，即使有多余的钱财，你也不会拿来投资或走其他生财之道。造成这种观念的原因，在于此类型的你 的心中常有美的意识在作崇，以致能察觉赚钱发财丑陋的一面。

　　此外，你有花钱过于大方的倾向，只要手头有一笔钱，就会随心所欲望地花用掉，一掷千金而面不改色。根本不会想到把这笔钱储蓄起来，或去购买古董 和不动产，以使自己的生活富足一些。但是，你的守护星天王星，却能带给你意想不到的财运。除了你原来就有卓越才能及创造性之外，还有获得意外之财的好运， 只要假以时日，当才华受到肯定之后，财源便会滚滚而来。

　　忠告：从事副业，可使收入更为安定，但不要把多余的现金摆在身边。

水瓶女惊世骇俗爱情观(It's true)

水瓶女人其实就不是什么老虎，她就是个hellokitty！

　　都感觉水瓶女人外表可以用强悍来形容吧？都说水瓶座的女子的心不知道长成什么样子吧？甚至都觉得水瓶的女子是无心的吧？

　　她们有时候会肆意的去伤害一些人，去说一些话做一些事情，让你的心一点点的滴血的时候，却看到她在丛中笑！是这样吧？然后你从心里想，这个女子，我要远离。

　　可事实上，外表看起来坚强的水瓶女子根本就是个彻彻底底的柔弱的家伙。瓶子的躯壳虽然坚硬，但是有两大缺点：第一，易碎，不易碎的瓶子绝对不是上品；第二，里面装的往往是最脆弱的物质。的确，水瓶女就是这样的典型。

　　水瓶女人有时候会让人直接联想到薄情寡义或者是花心。但这样想的人大错特错。她们是给自己一个坚强的外在感观而已。在很多水瓶女子的心底是有那 么一段经历的，她们一如刚刚出生的小baby一样，好奇的探进爱情的世界，或者说她们是很无辜的被人拉进这个她们原本不想进入的领域。的确，对于

水瓶座的人来说生活绝对不会缺少乐趣和情趣，一个人的情趣也足以让她们尽情地享有。因此，可以说她们不缺爱情。但是水瓶的女人很少有不早熟的，我归结为这是因为她们的好奇。她们会有很丰富的理论知识，然后一个偶然的机会被男人拉入了爱情的故事。从此沦陷。

　　第一次恋爱的失败对于每一个瓶子来说都是致命的。这是显然的，不管你是和瓶子爱过还是自己就是瓶子，都请不要质疑我的判断。也许你不相信，也许 你不愿承认，但是事实就是如此，水瓶座的女人，在第一次恋爱的时候，往往倾尽自己的所有，不顾一切的想让这段感情可以继续，她们努力维系着这段最初的情 感。但就像人们所说的一样，初恋往往都是失败告终。

　　水瓶女子对于失恋，会头也不回的转身就走。看到她们的背影，你不会看到委屈，不会看到痛苦，不会看到什么失意，不会看到任何阴郁的东西。甚至， 你能看到的是她们立刻就去开心的和她们的女性朋友们疯狂的快乐着……将失恋的事情抛在了身后。是的，很多水瓶给人的感觉就是这样的。因为，在她们转身的那 一刻，她们已经将自己装入了一个新的瓶子，于是，你离她们的心也就更远了一步。一次又一次的让她们伤心的结果，就是她们让自己的瓶壁越来越厚，渐渐的，即 使自己，在照镜子的时候，或者都已经看不清楚原本自己的那颗心。

　　之所以这么说，因为很多瓶子已经在一种自我的保护中迷失。她们的外在永远是那么的“无懈可击”。她们的脆弱是不会让人走近的，即使是她们自己本身都很少激发那种脆弱。

　　所以，请不要说瓶子的女人没有爱，如果爱上瓶子的女人，请倾尽一切的去给她们温暖，让她们的心渐渐的敞开，那样你会得到一个好妻子。

　　否则，你就被她们玩死吧！

This song for a special man to me, (Your daughter is a bad girl)

He can't see how I feel
He's like a Jesus talking this to me
Annoying
The second feeling of me
when i'll be out of this place
Something like a hell
Something like a heaven
Cause beauty will never love beast
ur child will never be ur doll
This is not a fairy tale

He disagree with me
Cause he doesn't mind
He feel he's right
this not true
don't try to change my mind
I know i'm childish
but remember who are me
yeah~

I'm a bad girl just a liar
This is me
kissed those shy girl and play with those naked guys
cuz i'm bad and i want everything goes with me
i'm rebel so dun try giv me ur idea
tells me wat ur opinion makes me more fearless

Now he still like a wood
dunno wat to say
he still not realize my base
True face never shown
and i don't care wat he thinks
My life's sucks with him
fantastic lonely
If he could judge me a high score
It's not your choice to choose me

Oh~Ooh~

Memorize my fake face

*~*

They looks tasty
delicious cocktail
crazy night in a pub
this is suitable for a one-night stand

The 1st night I with a stranger I think of him......

Thanks,
qarz^^

如何让星座付出真爱(水瓶座)

跟水瓶座谈恋爱，必受伤。这一条可以吓跑一堆人，如果你还愿意继续坚持看看水瓶座是个什么样 的人，那么，继续往下读吧！水瓶座的人98%都是爱情的逃兵，心里很想爱很想爱，可是迟迟就是不放马过来，抑或乎冷乎热。你当他们用计谋阿？算了吧！他们 虽然知道这是很好用的计谋，可是真的这么做，只有一个原因：水瓶座害怕爱情。他们也知道自己最不擅长的就是爱情了。暧昧的话，他们是高手，调侃的话，绝对 不怕，但是恋爱，这个问题有点严重。恋爱对他们来说是很恐怖的事情。跟他们恋爱，伤人伤己，除非你很坚持，很温柔、很稳定，否则，他们会以各种方式把爱情 的可能性从大化小，从小化无。在你不知道的地方，不知道他都给你写了多少东西了。可是，恐怕你根本就没想到他对你这么上心。

生活太美，爱情多痛～水瓶座因为胆子小，所以他们一般很容易被稳定所吸引，但水瓶是风向星 座，就注定有着一双翅膀。只要你肯对他有一颗宽容的心（当然有些事情该计较还是要计较）他会慢慢的停下脚步，不再飞翔。不过，不要妄图摘下他的翅膀，除非 杀了他。水瓶是属于回报型的恋爱星座，只要你对他好，不要让他有一天醒悟，“天哪，你居然这样对我！”他可以为你放弃天使般的生活，水瓶座从不介意过着平 淡的生活，他让你的生活充满乐趣。可贵的是，无论是男女，他们都不介意成为爱人的后盾，背后的贡献者。水瓶人最容易出风头，但是他们是最懂得退让的风向星 座了。天底下最好的记性和最滥的记性都是水瓶座的。

心上有翅膀的人，你有那么巨大的勇气，巨大的胆量，巨大的魄力去争取嘛？

十二星座狐狸精排行榜

第一名：天蝎座

天蝎座，一个强烈，深情， 矛盾，特别的集合体。天蝎妹妹性格并不缠绵，却让人有过目难忘的本事，对男生放电的技艺几乎天生就会，而且往往杀人于无形。对天蝎MM而言，天生具备当狐 狸精的必杀绝技：妖。天蝎狐狸通常都很妖，虽然身材不见得骨感，但是却具备足以激发性感的言行举止，极其活跃，具有强烈的挑衅性和诱惑力，谁沾上谁就死路 一条。所以对于喜欢的男生，她们就自然能使出花样百出的“狐媚”本领，哄得人晕头转向不辨西东，所以最能勾人魂的“狐狸精”非天蝎座莫属了。

第二名：双鱼座

双鱼座确实盛产“狐狸精 ”，他们的狐媚功夫并不是善于耍手腕，而是来自于柔弱的天然屏障。天生一副楚楚可怜，总是散发出一种无依感，让男生情不自禁想要保护的双鱼，有时泪眼，有 时笑魇，双鱼座把持的狐狸精秘笈正是“媚”。当一个千娇百媚、小鸟依人的女人用眼神、笑容、泪水、语言、性的利箭向一个男人发射过来的时候，这时候，不管 多么刚硬的男人，都可能像严重风化的山体一样颤颤巍巍的，随时可能坍塌成泥末。所以，如果说天蝎是进攻型的狐狸精，那么双鱼就是以守为攻型的狐狸精，双鱼 座温柔敏感，天生多情，总是能化主动为被动，表面上看起来仿佛处处都受制于人，其实心理早有自己的筹谋要是被双鱼爱上的男人，往往最后总是被她不动声色“ 狐媚”到手还不自知，以为是自己把她骗上了贼船。

第三名：双子座

双子在排行榜中的表现也总 是很出色，属于非常有异性缘的一类MM。他们聪颖，多情，善变又新潮。在双子女眼中，感情是一种缘分，而且兴趣多变的她清楚自己感情上的变化多端。她们总 是认为享受当下感受恋爱是最重要的一件事，而且双子女对自己的魅力是非常有自信的，因此她不会放过任何缘分机会。而且双子座特别钟爱这个证明自己超凡魅力 的过程，因为她们特别喜欢看见被放电的对象神魂颠倒的样子，所以双子女基本上是非常盛产狐狸精的星座了哦！

第四名：天秤座

天秤女属于那种很会谈恋爱 的女生，她会让很久没有谈恋爱的男人有一种再度回到青少年时期的快乐的感觉，光是这一点就会把男人迷的晕头转向，天秤女另外天秤女也很懂得委屈求全，以退 为进之道，用楚楚可怜的态度让男人心生怜惜，甚至可以买礼物请另一半带回去给对方，非常贴心，完全知道男人要的是什么，所以男人不被她们迷住才怪呢。

第五名：处女座

处女座排在天秤座之后是意 料中事，因为这前后的两个星座在对美的执着和追求上是颇有共同点的。而狐狸精首要的条件就是要是美的，就算不美，也要能够勾引人的姿态和手段。处女座虽然 通常情况下，完全是个循规蹈矩的贤妻良母，且巨细靡遗，让人觉得是个优秀的管家婆。但是别忘处女座还有很闷骚的一面，骨子里的风骚还是常常不小心会露出行 藏，往往偷偷骚包一回就套到了满钵满盆，所以千万不要小看处女座的本事哦。

第六名：射手座

射手座颇有男人缘，因为她 们喜欢跟男生相处，她们在女生堆里可能不太受到欢迎，因为她们的个性太过自我，但是在男人堆里，却往往有让男人瞬间倾倒的本事。因为射手座通常外貌美丽， 心机单纯，加之性格奔放，天生的狐媚几乎让男人无可招架嘛，虽然射手座性格大而化之，但是就是很懂得勾引住男人哦！

第七名：水瓶座

水瓶座女生一向认为感情是 自由的，缘分不可强求，所以对自己心仪的对象，基本上会主动出击，而不管其他。而她们的狐狸精必杀武器是机智，她们头脑聪慧，理智且善于利用各种时势，加 上她们一般都很聪颖好学，所以男生往往会觉得她们善解人意，聪慧可人，所以啊，水瓶座的女生们也是蛮有狐媚天分的星座呢。

第八名：摩羯座

摩羯座要是有狐狸精的话， 那一般都来自于后天的训练，因为摩羯本身是个并不太懂得卖弄风情的星座，但是一旦她们确立目标，她们却会变得非常专业，因为对她们而言目标至关重要，只要 能达成无论是成为欧把桑或狐狸精都不重要，而是怎么样有计划有步骤达到自己的目的。所以摩羯座可以通过后天的学习把自己塑造成狐狸精，虽然天生缺少狐媚， 奈何天资聪颖，所以还是很有点有模有样，只是不论怎样后天修炼，总比不上浑然天成，只好名词靠后了。

第九名：狮子座

狮子座的魅力跟狐媚的关系 不大，她们的魅力来自于高傲和无比自信，她们取悦别人的方式似乎是先取悦自己，但是狮子座对自己想要得到的东西还是非常上心，到细腻入微的程度，连最微小 的细节她也会得关注，就是这样，一边是抑扬顿挫统揽大局，一边是细致入微掌控对方，所以，狮子座说狐媚是排不上号，但是还是颇有留住男人心的手段的。

第十名：白羊座

白羊妹妹不太懂得当狐狸精的诀窍。她们通常是任性的随性的，她们对爱情和爱人都很投入，却不懂得攻心术，只因她们总是太以自我为中心，缺少了将心比心的本事，所以，狐狸精的段数级别怎么都高不上去了，只好区居倒数了。

第十一名：巨蟹座

巨蟹妹妹其实是深谙狐媚之 道，但是个性的拘谨，还是抑止了她们的天分展露。所以在卖弄风情这方面，怎么样还是略逊一筹，巨蟹妹妹唯一可以依仗的武器就是温柔和忧愁，正是这两点，让 她们在死心塌地对待一个人的时候可以绝对胜算，不过要当“万人迷”的狐狸精，也就不太有能力胜任了。

第十二名：金牛座

金牛座天性里就是太过固 执，固执的个性，是没有办法将“柔弱如水”的狐媚本领领略透彻，在对待男人的方法上，总是很难两头兼顾，所以，虽然心如磐石般死心塌地，却不具备八爪鱼般 千娇百媚的绕止柔功，多少金牛座的贤妻良母就此败下阵来，也是给金牛的一个提醒，重新学会以柔克刚之术，其实蛮有必要。

i go with my heart

no ajk test(st. john de)
cuz my sch closed rd
i'm so boring cuz i need to wake up in the same time(6am) every morning, no change la!
everytime i on9, nobody on9 cuz i on9 at 8.30am or 9.00am
so kesian la me
wat's life for?
no publisher find me for my self-create song although actually i jz love writing songs, this my hobby...
i think i live for music cuz everyday also sing songs de so annoying for my frens
they ask me with a curious look and voice:"why u always sing songs a? everytime i wanna talk to u, u also sing songs de, u not boring wif these songs meh?"

oh god!
nobody ask u to listen rite?
i wanna sing, this is my own business mah, y u like to ask me everyday?
but so many frens of mine ask me the songs... how to sing ar? u know the chorus part? u know how to sing the whole song? can u sing me a bit of these song or make some music? i forgot rd...

i think i like a radio in my class for my frens...
they say that i'm the radio and prepare to sing every single second...
a bit of happy when tell my these but i dun think i can sing better than the original singer but sometimes they say i really can sing...
dunno is true or not...
but i dun care cuz music already become a whole part of me!

p/s: love music until sometimes look like a crazy, awkward!

Thanks,
qarz^^

so long no post o~

when wanna put my song in my blog, i accidentally deleted it...
kesiannya~~~
but i'll put some lyrics of the song:

you know that sometimes teenager
never love someone forever
cuz we gotta crush others
but...

this the last part, i'm thinking this part be the chorus part, plz giv some comment ^.^

p/s:the last part hvn finished yet but i wanna keep it till this song chorus or last part r post.

Thanks,
qarz^^

十二星座柔情初吻排行榜

水瓶座　社交礼仪

水瓶座男女对恋情开窍的不是太早，当然如果金星落在双鱼的话，又另当别论，但是只要一旦开窍，水瓶男 女会特别高调的展现自己的爱情，就连初吻，也带有作秀的成分，水瓶座尽管看似天马行空，不予人群，但其实相当希望具备人间万姓仰头看的光辉内核，所以，虽 然开窍的迟一些，却能够保持非常高的出镜率，将初吻高调的进行到底，诚然也是不错的一种选择哦！对待初夜的问题，水瓶座则往往是以离经叛道寻找到志同道合 的以身试法者的。水瓶男女最恨的就是与传统陋俗同流合污，从来不信大多数人说的就是对的，如果你说初吻与初夜珍贵，他们则必然回应你们，我们就是根本不在 乎初吻或初夜交给谁！

事实上，他们也很可能这样做，因为，唯有如此，才能显得他们无与伦比的潇洒自在！

水瓶座的人对接吻的态度非常开放，只要不是嘴对嘴的深吻或带口水的湿吻，极接受社交礼仪式接吻。水瓶座女性喜欢亲吻样子趣致的小孩或婴儿，捧着肥肥白白的孩子就有亲吻的冲动。甚至会因热情亲吻初相识异性朋友的面部，这种行为可能被对方误会为以身相许。

will i be great on my 1st year?

actually i wanna put video for my song last week that i wanna post.
well, forget it for awhile.
Now, i really disappoint for my class teacher cz she's too lazy=.=
never see teachers lazy before until im in a 1st year in secondary school(+bm teacher, they are all so lazy...)
next monday, i'm on a choir competition but my class teacher did not controlled their discipline when we were practice.
OMG!!!
T.T
gotta cry...
then i'm shouting to them and scolding them, and so they dislike me(hate me)
haiz~
what wrong wif me?
i'm not mean to make them hate me on my 1st year in secondary school...
but this seems not so easy...
well, i hope that our team(our class) can be in the grand finale competition team.
hope that they will listen and follow me until the end of the competition.

p/s: pay attention when we're performing, this is for all of the choir team members.

Thanks,
qarz^^

that's why i'm not posting last week

last week, i get sick.
until yesterday, i still got a bit sore throat...
luckily i'm well today.
sad for the death of 'King of POP'.
but life will always face death.
it's up to you to choose ur way to go on ur life must be happy~!!!
nothing to write...... but i still feel boring in this life in Malacca...
still, songs will be post soon...

p/s: hope u like my song that will be post next week, i think i'll choose that song with entitle. but it's some kinda song that about teenager that will be growing up to an adult.

Thanks,
qarz^^

水瓶座就是不一样!

水瓶座　

　　适合科目：时装设计、天文学　

　　你作风大胆，思想前卫，读时装设计正好发挥你那天马行空创意。由于你对潮流触觉敏锐，加上有自己独特见解，构思出的作品会会充满个人风格。而天文学亦是水瓶座的热门选择，你绝对相信UFO曾探访地球，土星水星各大星球上都有生物，九大行星以外重有好多好多‘未知’，最好可以都让你去走访一转。

　常有惊人之举的星女

第一名 水瓶座

无视他人眼光，活在自己的世界里，视惊世骇俗之事为一种人生享受

『分析』：

水瓶无视于别人的眼光，她是活在自己世界里的，她的道德标准也迥异于他人，常常做些惊世骇俗之事情。她们觉得是在享受人生，但是别人就会觉得越看越不懂，好象社会一般的规范不在她的规范里面。

busy!

bz!

一夜成名?!

水瓶座

回顾那些一夜成名的人，能最快成名的往往是因为他们充满争议，而水瓶本身就是最具争议的话题——因为你“怪”。你叛逆，你异想天开，追捧你的奉你为先驱者，鄙视你的认为你是疯子。网络、报纸上随处可见的口水战，让你想晚一秒红都难。 -from http://astro.lady.qq.com

I just hope that my songs can be famous and different from the others! But I love this post cause it is true about me!-from qarz^^

I love 水瓶座!muak!

★水瓶座★

心情从来都很好的水瓶，是个喜欢创新的星座，他们思想超前又非常的理性，虽然会天马行空的思 绪乱飞，可真要落到实处还是非常现实的，虽然看起来很开放，却非常的重视隐私，爱情中的两个人就是个独立的世界，有什么问题都应该是两个人私底下解决，要 是参与到两个人之间事情的人越来越多，不管是不是出于好意，他们都会过敏，会对这份爱不再信任，原来彼此之间并不是真正意义上的信任。

十二星女的常见招牌谎言

　　白羊座——说实话，我感觉男人也应该有自己的“红颜知己”。

　　当听到白羊座女人从口中说出这句话时，千万不要大喜过望，以为她们真的有如此大方。其实占有欲望极强的她们只是在借机试探你是否有劈腿的想法，聪明的男人应该态度坚决地保证绝对没有这方面的想法，要不然这句无心之语在白羊女看来就是你玩劈腿的呈堂证供。

　　金牛座——对不起，我现在暂时还没有交男朋友的打算。

　　当你对单身的金牛女人表白，等来的却是这样一句冷冰冰的言语时，说明她们内心仍然处于彷徨状态，无法确定你到底值不值得继续交往。金牛座女人性格偏于内向，属于典型的日久生情类型，如果你真的喜欢她，那就继续发扬士兵突击精神，不抛弃不放弃，希望永远都在。

　　双子座——都老夫老妻了，不用搞得这么麻烦，只要你陪着我，礼物什么就免了吧。

　　双子座女人是典型的心口不一，明明心里是这样想的，嘴里却偏偏要表达出相反的意思，让男人们自己去揣测。如果果真老老实实地按她们说的办，那麻烦可就大了，要知道双子女最厌恶一成不变没有新鲜感的生活，花样百出的小礼物正是五彩生活里不可或缺的重要点缀。

　　巨蟹座——给我讲讲你和你以前女朋友的故事吧，我保证绝对不会生气的。

　　不要被巨蟹女一时的娇嗲所迷惑，然后就一五一十地道出了自己曾经的往事。巨蟹女天生缺乏安全感，加上想象能力超群，是出了名的醋坛子，你的旧爱会被他们树立为潜在的假想敌，以后凡是遇到两人吵架，她们都会一把鼻涕一把泪，把这些陈芝麻烂谷子的事搬出来说事。

　　狮子座——请相信我，我绝对不是看上你的钱，即使你一无所有，我还是选择会跟你在一起。

　　狮子座女人爱面子，好显摆，一心梦想着挤入上流社会，过上奢华的生活。她们这样说无非就是极力表明自己不是为了钱财而攀龙附凤，如果被不了解狮子座女人的男人听到多半会被感动得一塌糊涂，其实这就是她们的惯用伎俩，得了便宜又卖乖，而且还发誓都不肯承认。

　　处女座——OK！一切就按你说的意思去办吧，我无所谓的。

　　当你就某问题征求处女座女人意见时，她们常常会这样说，但不要以为她们真的就这么随和。其实处女座是相当有主见的人，对于每件事情都会深思熟虑，一般人很难左右她们的想法。当你认为她们无所谓便按照自己的意思行动后，处女座就开始唠唠叨叨地给你挑毛病了。

　　天秤座——我感觉好累啊，亲爱的，我们去附近的商场里坐着歇一会吧。

　　天秤座女人缠着男人去商场绝对不止单纯休息一会这么简单，身为潮流达人的她们只是为自己血拼找了一个貌似合理的借口而已。先以此为诱饵，然后在商场里就名正言顺地“顺便”搜寻一下哪个专柜又有靓丽的新装登场，如果中意了，接下来的事男人们就自己看着办了。

　　天蝎座——她的确很好，我尊重你的选择，分手以后我们还是最好的朋友。

　　天蝎女分手时笑着对你说出这样冠冕堂皇的话，不要以为她们对逝去的感情已经释怀，对于感情上的失败她们一定会耿耿于怀，最好的朋友绝对不要指望。分手以后还是离天蝎女远点，切忌在她们面前秀出你们现在有多么甜蜜幸福，那样会激发出蝎子强烈的嫉妒和报复心理。

　　射手座——我感觉这一切来得实在是太快了，我们应该给彼此一点缓冲的时间来考虑一下。

　　当射手座女人对你说出这句话，那就意味着你们之间再继续发展下去的可能性已经不存在了，因为一向乐观、心直口快的射手女都不得不用这样委婉的方式说话时，也就充分表明她对你真的是没有感觉。俗话说：“天涯何处无芳草，何必单恋一枝花”，还是趁早另作打算吧。

　　摩羯座——我对自己现在一个人的生活状态感觉挺满意的，也没有想着要去改变。

　　摩羯座女人性格内敛，思想保守，总是把最自我的一面隐藏起来，不愿意让别人轻易靠近。任凭男人发起潮水般的进攻浪潮，她们却迟迟不表态，实在被逼无奈就说出这样的话。其实她们一个人时也会感到孤单，但她们就是宁可让孤单变成一种习惯，也不愿意尝试着去改变。

　　水瓶座——亲爱的，我们结婚吧，现在应该是为我们的将来作打算的时候了。

　　水瓶座女人表达出要为将来作打算，常常都只是停留在口头阶段，忽冷忽热的她们说话带有极大的随意性，一分钟前心情好的时候跟你相见恨晚、如胶似漆，一分钟后心情不好也许就对你视而不见、沉默不语，让男人们琢磨不透，实在搞不懂究竟哪个才是她们最真实的想法。

　　双鱼座——拜托不要再跟我谈论那么幼稚的东西好不好，我已经是成年人了。

　　双鱼座女人明明就是温柔得让人心疼的可爱女人，却又偏偏害怕被别人认为幼稚而不得不刻意伪装出自己成熟的一面，但骨子里那份与生俱来的孩子气却无法完全被掩盖。其实可爱也有可爱的好处，不要太在意别人的看法，因为有时太过成熟反而会让追求者们退避三舍哦。

水瓶座(yeah!)

这个被称为“未来之星”的水瓶座，表现出的总是与众不同，或许是因为他们的守护星是天王星的原因，这是个在希腊神话中无所不知，并拥有预知未来能力的大神，于是，水瓶也有着让人惊叹的前瞻性与独创性，他们积极的追寻新事物和自己向往的生活方式，无论遇到什么，也不会改变最初的梦想。当他们的真心以对得到的是冰冷的回应，又或者是遇到学习和工作上的不顺心，在那一瞬间当然是无法接受的，甚至还会延续一段时间，但是这样的不适应，还是会得到释放的，他们不需要别人的安慰，因为道理自己比谁都懂得，心情低落的时候，就越听不进一些所谓的好言好语，会很反感，他们自己会说服自己的。哭过，痛过，一切还是和从前没什么两样，失败没什么，大家都要经历的，只是时间问题，而感情上所受的伤就更不算什么了，谁也没有错，谁也不需说对不起，只能说彼此有缘无份，就当作是一个插曲好了，偶尔回忆一下，也挺有意思的，他们是不会总抓住不好的那一面不放的，相反，而是把那些伤痛都看的淡一些，忘记该忘记的，生活还是充满乐趣的。

photos from holiday

I got some photos from the holiday last week=---
Hope u love this photos...

p/s: I will post more photos tomorrow

Thanks,
qarz^^

back now!

I'm back from travel!!!
Some photo will be add soon!
That's why I didn't updated blog last week.
sorry...

Thanks,
qarz^^

true or not?

a bit of sadness...T.T
My brother and my sister won't back to this boring town-Malacca...
I heard that they don't be back because of transport problem...
Is this true?
dunno la...
Just hope that this is not true
and...my grandparents were back yesterday!
happy!!!

p/s: still remember blood donation?if u don wan come also nvm cause i'm not duty that day...

Thanks,
qarz^^

yeah! they will be back!

yeah!
My grandparents and my brother, sister will be back this weekend
actually i'm boring but i'm glad they are coming back cuz i really miss my brother!
my brother is a nice guy(cuz he always help me !)
duh~forget it!
still got some more homework to do, sien!
by the way,
do you still remember the donation blood program?
It's great to help who is needed!

Thanks,
qarz^^

Happy holiday!

homework make me feel regret that why will i chosen this school(i mean this class)
1a3 only 2 homework which is science correction & geography paper which that we need to do also!
Hell class & holiday when i met this homework.
I'm so tired and everyday my mummy say:"bring ur homework to shop and do!""we need to finish our work before we go travel next week!"
did I ever say i want to got to travel in this holiday?
so bore u noe?
what i want is just that i can go camp and join activities this holiday!
I didn't ask for any traveling in this holiday!(i mean we can go next long holiday)
well, just hope that i can finish my homework and anything before school re-open

p/s: 28th June in tong ann and kim hiah association got donation blood, hope u who can donate blood go there with caring heart!

Thanks,
qarz^^

ask them, thanks!!!

donate ur blood tomorrow!!!
we need ur blood(if it's healthy)

so boring=.=
got 3folio, calligraphy4pg, art and so many homework to do!
omg!
never mind la, cuz i already normal with this

p/s:remember to ask ur families or friends that can donate blood

Thanks,
qarz^^

bad day :)

I just wanna tell u that i had a sad day...
exam make me feel embarrass, no mood to study...
after tomorrow, i need to face the faith but i'm to lazy for this...


p/s:please come to beijing lou to donate ur blood, we need ur help!!!(Sunday, 31stMay, 8am-2pm, thx)

Thanks,
qarz^^

to funny, but it's true!

第十名：水瓶座，敏感指数：41

瓶子是个有点古怪的人，连敏感都敏感得古怪。如果你会看人脸色来说话，那在瓶子心情不好的时候，你就少惹他们好了，不然的话他们会挑你毛病的！不过好奇的你平时不妨多跟这个古怪的人聊一聊，其实也蛮有趣呢！

哪些星座越老越可爱-水瓶座(yes! real me, ask dana to make sure about那些原本好好的成语拆的乱七八糟, haha...)

大家都知道，古灵精怪的水瓶，是个非常活跃的星座，小时候就表现的很不一般，说什么，做什么，就是和别人不一样，而乐观就是水瓶人生的主打词。思想超前，理性自重，使得他们一定不会按部就班的，遵循什么原则，规矩，如果要那样过的话，人生会有多么无聊，新意可是水瓶追寻的，不管是学着来的，还是自己创造的，都必须保持新鲜感，所以，你会发现他们忙来忙去的，虽然也没有多大的成果出现，但很充实，很快乐，这就足够了。随着岁月的老去，经验确实增进了不少，但水瓶不会用这些阅历来严厉的教导别人，一副姜还是老的辣的姿态，他们可做不来。说的话是越来越好玩，很多时候，都表现的不符实际年龄，会和自己的孩子一起打游戏，一起看偶像剧，甚至还会为哪个偶像更帅而争来争去，真的是很好玩。一些以前从不说的成语甚至都会冷不丁丢出几句，当然，这本来也没什么特别的，应该是知识增长了，可从他们口中说出的成语，要么就是与状况完全沾不上边，要么就是把那些原本好好的成语拆的乱七八糟，真是佩服的五体投地，是可爱的星座老人。

it's real me, right?

why i am crazy?
ask me or taught that i am?
think crazy is the true look of me?
noisy, naughty, wo-man, happy, i mean talkative?
no, this not the true of me...
It's just a image to let u get closer with me.
why i am explaining?
the one who hate me because of my crazy image, they won't view my blog and read my post, message right?
will they?
but actually this image now isn't my true image...it's just a symbol that i start to hate my life, the world...
i need to change this mind but i can't.
I just want to protect myself since i'm alone, in hurt by they who look at me in the way they look at the ss(syok sendiri)
the way they look at a low caste person...
why shall they do that?
it's not because of the caste, it's the way you learn since you born, you grow, your everything seems sad, perish...
i just want to release my stress, tension and anything...

p/s: it's up to u to believe it or not, but i just want to post something for nothing...

Thanks,
qarz^^

exam doesn't make sense?!

no study at all!
no mood to study!
just hope i won't fail.
boring time, boring day......
nothing to post...

p/s:still got a week to take exam, boring~

Thanks,
qarz^^

十二星座速效减肥妙法(my friend taurus thinner than me and i really an aquarius, i really dare to wear that stuff although i'm not that thin. haha...)

一、白羊座
可能肥胖指数：4
肥胖型态：全身肥胖，属肌肉型。
肥胖原因：一般来说，精力充沛、停不下来的白羊座不管是男是女，身型都会比较健壮，腰也比较粗，加上先行动后考虑的冲动派个性，更会给人一种四肢发达、头脑简单的感觉。
挑战体重的关键: 白羊座的你在饮食上不会挑三拣四，这当然是优点。可是，当你面对你最爱的食物时，如果忘了量的节制，就会功亏一篑咯！
难减部位及方法：对于身材健美的白羊来说，最难瘦下来的就是那双腿了，过度的走动让她养成了一双萝卜腿，而她又没有耐心去擦减肥霜或是做抬腿运动。最有效方法：抽脂整骨速效法。
白羊座瘦身小秘诀：
1、吃饭不要太急．
2、购买食品先想好，以免冲动买下不必要的零食．
3、饿时就喝杯茶或水，以免有空腹感．

二、金牛座
可能肥胖指数：9
肥胖型态：全身肥胖，属壮实型。
肥胖原因：金牛座是十二星座当中最容易肥胖的星座之一。爱享受的大胃很食欲旺盛哦！懒得动的牛牛们怎么可能不肥呢？如果有朋友约他们出去散步也会被他们一口回绝的哟！
挑战体重的关键：金牛座的你一定知道在哪些小巷里有什么私家菜馆，所以，要拒绝美食的诱惑，控制自己想吃的欲望才是最重要的哟！
难减部位及方法： 金牛最让女人嫉妒、让男人倾心的就是那一身秾纤合度的好身材，但是那一点点肉的身材若是稍不注意饮食就会显得胖了，尤其家里附近若是刚好有个价廉物美的餐馆，更会加速她的肥胖。方法：少吃多动自然减肥法
金牛座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、别做太剧烈的运动．
2、吃东西的量要慢慢减少
3、外食选用清淡，健康的食品

三、双子座
可能肥胖指数：3
肥胖型态：手部肥胖，属肩宽腰圆型。
肥胖原因：头部占的比例较大、肩膀较阔、手臂有点粗是众多双子座的特色。如果一旦肥胖，全身肥胖的机率就蛮大的，就算是身材适中的话，手臂的比例不协调，依然会比较粗。
挑战体重的关键：在减肥这件事上，你更应该相信恒心和毅力。所有的减肥方法都不可能在一两天内见效，不要半途而废，也不要轻易放弃。
难 减部位及方法：双子最大的烦恼不是胖，而是“没线条”，虽然可能拥有一双傲人的修长双腿，但是却深受直筒腰和形状不明显的胸部所困扰。应该把重点放在雕塑 身材上，不妨用束衣、魔术胸罩或是调整型内衣修饰出胸和腰的线条，不过，双子对这种有束缚感的东西又会觉得很不屑。方法：工作忙碌法
双子座瘦身小秘诀：
1、每种零食请你浅尝即止
2、想吃东西时说话或喝茶，再不济就嚼片口香糖
3、将好奇心放在最新流行的运动型游乐机．

四、巨蟹座
可能肥胖指数：10
肥胖型态：全身肥胖，属富态奶奶型。　
肥胖原因：巨蟹座可以说是最具母性光辉的星座。身上最明显的特点就是“四爱特质”——爱家庭、爱朋友、爱小孩、爱吃，而且多数蟹蟹往往是厨艺高手，最喜欢忙着泡制精致的美食来款待亲朋好友。
挑战体重的关键：你的心情经常起伏不定，当你的情绪低落时，你可能就会想：“减肥这么难，我是没指望了，干脆胖死算了。”这时候，你就毁了。
难减部位及方法：巨蟹拥有易胖的体质，连眼部都很容易浮肿。其实她只要少吃零食，多吃低热量、高纤维及少油腻的食物，就可以很快瘦下来。方法：三餐自理法
巨蟹座瘦身小秘诀：
1、不要用大吃大喝来纪念日子
2、别被特价的食物或赠品吸引

五、狮子座
可能肥胖指数：5
肥胖型态：腰腹肥胖，属轮胎型。
肥胖原因：狮子座的人大部分都有高挑的身材，但腿部的比例较短。一般来说，属于极度肥胖的狮子座不多，因为注重外表、讲究打扮、喜欢受人注目的狮子，是不能忍受自己那名贵有品味的衣服，穿在满身的肥肉上的。
挑战体重的关键：如果谁用诚恳的话跟你说，胖是代表开朗、有福气，你千万不要相信哦！只要你不认同胖，你就有救了。
难减部位及方法：四体不勤、不爱运动的狮子，很容易因为应酬过多而在短时间内从模特儿身材变成水梨状，她的肥肉都是囤积在小腹及整个下半身，狮子不能忍受没有味道的食物，和难吃的减肥食物是誓不妥协的，方法：当头棒喝法
狮子座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、将伤你心之人的照片拿过来蹂躏
2、别喝酒。

六、处女座
可能肥胖指数：4
肥胖型态：遗传肥胖，属被迫肥胖型。　
肥胖原因：瘦长的身型、细腿配小脚，是处女座该有的外形。如果你是属于肥胖一族，那么80%都是从婴儿期到青春期一路胖过来的。以处女座追求完美、注意饮食搭配、爱护身体的个性来说，要让其变得很胖，基本上是挺困难的。
挑战体重的关键： 你常常给自己太大的压力了，这难免会影响到你对营养的吸收。其实，健康的心态和正常的饮食及正常的体重这三者之间有着很紧密的关系哟！
难减部位及方法：处女座的身材分为两类：完全放弃型、小心谨慎型。她若是笃定外在美根本就不重要， 就会开始放任自己的体重，但是多数的处女座对身材都很神经可能手臂胖了一点就 拚命涂抹减肥霜。方法均衡饮食搭配代餐法
处女座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1.、请勿矫枉过正，精神压力对身心都不好．
2.、使用医生给的减肥处方．
3.、每天看些轻松小品．

七、天秤座
可能肥胖指数：7
肥胖型态：水肿型肥胖，属虚胖型。
肥胖原因：略显肉感的身材有一定的曲线，双腿较匀称，有着迷人的酒窝，这通常是大多数天秤女子的外形特征。秤子的肉感，不一定代表肥胖，只是偏丰满一点而已，真正导致秤子身材臃肿的原因，是水肿引起的。
挑战体重的关键：下决心本来就很难！你是否已经有足够的理由减肥了呢？说服自己，持续付出一些额外的努力吧！对你来说，最麻烦的就是找出不必减肥的理由咯！
难 减部位及方法：天秤的意志力无法对付减肥这种需要长期抗战的事，唯有借着号召大家一起减肥才能产生激励的效果，天秤是懒人瘦身法的拥护者，希望自己只要趴 着让别人帮她按摩瘦身就好，别累了自己。若是减肥没有成效，就会想尝试抽脂、减肥药等较极端或直接的方式。方法：懒人瘦身法
天秤座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、在餐厅只选点单品，不选套餐．
2、告诉朋友我正在减肥．
3、饿时选低卡低脂，不吃甜食．

八、天蝎座 　
可能肥胖指数：5
肥胖型态：坐围肥胖，属屁屁丰满型。
肥胖原因：一般来说，不能用“肥胖”二字来形容天蝎座的人，应该用“壮”来形容会比较贴切一点，蝎子是属于有曲线，但偏向强壮的筋骨型，再配上明显的粗眉毛，真的会给人酷酷的感觉哟！　　
挑战体重的关键：你选择的减肥方法是科学、健康的方法吗？对于天蝎座的人来说，这是非常重要的哟！否则，虽然你卯足了劲儿去减，结果还是以失败告终。
难 减部位及方法：天蝎对自己的身材拥有绝对的主导权，胖和瘦都操之在己。意志力超强的她会像个苦行僧般持之以恒地进行减肥计划，甚至会用激烈的断食法来快速 达到瘦身目的，让别人有“你怎么瘦啦！”的惊艳。如果她没有减肥的欲望，她的自信就会让她对外表完全不重视。方法：激将法
天蝎座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、少吃可以，不可不吃．
2、很饿时喝杯低卡可可or牛奶维持能量．
3、外出饮食去有提供健康食品的餐厅．

九、射手座
可能肥胖指数：8
肥胖型态：坐围、大腿都偏向于肥胖，属马蹄型。　
肥胖原因：可能是因为射手座主宰人的臀部和大腿的原因，所以射手座的朋友们很容易出现“马蹄型肥胖”。如果再仔细观察一下射手座的朋友，你还会发现他/她们除了容易出现“马蹄型肥胖”以外，鼻梁也较低哟！
挑战体重的关键：在你的作息表里，一定要安排上足够的运动时间哟！一味节食以及极度折磨肠胃的素食法、断食法并不适合你，反而会导致短时期内瘦下来又迅速反弹。
　难减部位及方法：当一个对身材毫不注意的射手终于决定要减肥时，一定要让她觉得这是件“有趣”的事， 否则一旦她觉得枯燥无聊，一切不过是在为减肥而减肥时，只是又一次减肥失败的开始罢了。 方法：泡澡促进新陈代谢法
射手座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、每天量体重而心生警觉．
2、要逛街散步时到餐点都很昂贵的地方．
3、和朋友相约尽量不到有好吃东西的地点．

十、魔羯座
可能肥胖指数：2
肥胖型态：全身肥胖，属情绪性肥胖型。
肥胖原因：由于平时的态度过于严肃，所以常常自己给自己施加了过多的压力，心理因素导致内分泌失调，就形成了情绪性肥胖。略带焦虑和忧郁的神情几乎是魔羯的招牌表情，偶尔也有幽默的一面出现，可能会让人笑破肚皮。
挑战体重的关键：能让魔羯减肥成功的因素很简单、很现实，比如“目前必须变瘦才能参加拉拉队”或“要赢得那个人的心，必须瘦下来”等等，总之，是最实际的需要就对了。
难减部位及方法：魔羯得天独厚拥有不易发胖的体质，若因为生活安逸而不小心发胖，也能成功减下身上的每一吋肥肉。就算再胖，她也不接受吃减肥药这种伤身的事，会秉持超强的毅力，以 长期抗战的心情来照表操课.方法：照表操课运动法
摩羯座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、忍不住吃零食时就买小包装的零嘴．
2、没事多做做轻松运动．
3、吃东西不要到有冷气或很热的地方．

十一、水瓶座
可能肥胖指数：7
肥胖形态：腿部肥胖，属小象腿型。　　
肥胖原因：瓶子圈里有个很有趣的现象，就是男性拥有女性化的身材，女性拥有男人般的身材，而且不论男女都常带着胜利者的微笑。瓶子要是胖起来的话，一般双腿特别肥肿是比较常见的，如果水瓶减肥成功的话，腿则是较匀称的。
挑战体重的关键： 你是不是认为一个人整天为体重而烦恼太庸俗呢？反过来想想，如果一个人连自己的体重都无法控制，又如何能更好地控制自己的心灵和思维呢？
难减部位及方法：强调自然就是美的水瓶，并不会刻意保持身材，就算是她已胖到一个程度了，仍然很有 自信穿一身辣妹装上街。维持身材的方法仅仅是因为她吃的不多而已，而且她的饮食习 惯往往不太正常。方法：三温暖减肥法
水瓶座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、第一原则就是不吃油炸物．
2、别边看电视影片边吃零食．
3、参加朋友聚会时先吃些高纤饼乾等垫肚子．

十二、双鱼座
可能肥胖指数：7
肥胖形态：水肿型肥胖，属下半身肥胖型。
肥胖原因：双鱼座在十二星座里面是比较容易变胖的星座。由于不喜欢外出和人打交道，喜欢窝在家里作白日梦，所以就导致年龄越大，身材就越臃肿。还好，大多鱼儿都拥有很好的柔韧性，练练瑜珈什么的还是有希望瘦下来啦！
挑战体重的关键：你这个人有时真是太随和了，以至于常常被朋友干扰而打乱减肥步骤，所以，你身边的朋友就是破坏你减肥计划的大障碍哟！
难 减部位及方法：身材匀称的双鱼体重极具可塑性，拥有让体重伸缩自如的能力。爱美的她很少会让自己 胖到不行，除非内分泌有问题因而屡减不下。基本上只要能做到“超过9点就不吃东西”的原则就能达到减肥目的了，若是能再加强新陈代谢就会更有效果。方法： 水果餐或是“谈恋爱”
双鱼座瘦身小秘诀 ：
1、拿吃甜点的钱存起来去买一直想要的东西．
2、点心时间全拿水果替代．
3、想吃东西时便回归水中，泡个澡会好很多．